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Hello.
I'm getting my own ipod.
YES IPOD NANO!
CANT U SEE THE SEXY COLOURS?!?!?!!?!?!

im so getting the white 1. it is super niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

p.s. sry amanda if i pissed u off wif my ipod talk ;( but im soooooo happy :D
p.p.s. if im pissing anyone off, sry!

:D

tmr buying books wif renhao :P

Promises. Meant to be fulfiled.
Dreams. Meant to be held onto.
Feelings. Meant to be told.

Promises to you, i remember
Promises to you, you forget.

Dreams of mine, i remember
Dreams of mine, crushed by a moment of fate.

Feelings of mine, i remember
Feelings of mine, untold.

Hypnotized.
Captured.
Words to describe.
Words to attempt.

Longings.
Cravings.
Words to describe.
Words for you.

Misery. Unable to relieve.
Empty. Unable to reclaim the sacrifices
Words to describe
Words for me.

Attempt. You. Me.
Sacrifices captured in a mirror
All but a mimic. A still picture
Capture, eternal beauty.
Feelings. Illusion.

With a touch of lavender, a flow of silk.
with blinding instigate, unleashing.
Paradise? I ask not.

Bestow upon the light, ask upon the darkness
Why? Questions of the people.
Emptiness answers us, with who to blame?
Acceptance comes, embrace?

With leashing of uncontrollable.
With the understatement,
Hypocrisy? I wrath not.
Understanding? I dare not.
Forgiveness? I vow not.

lol asking for everyone and anyone...Who wants to go to see BREAKOUT on February 13 - 15 at the Esplanade? The details are:

SYNOPSIS

After taking the world by storm with JUMP, the Extreme Martial Arts Comedy, production company YEGAM Inc. and SEVENSENSE Inc. is riding that storm in style with their brand new production - “BREAKOUT”, an Extreme Dance Comedy.

Featuring top quality performers including Korea's award-winning and leading B-Boys, "BREAKOUT" is the right mix of all the winning elements imaginable – flashing hot B-Boys dance moves, stunning gymnastics, as well as uproarious slapstick humour, all guaranteed to keep audiences riveted to the edge of their seats! A newly designed, non-verbal dynamic performance mixed with extreme break-dancing, and peppered with hilarious comedic moments, BREAKOUT tells the tale of a prison breakout with the comical fugitives finding temporary shelter at a convent!

Designed to appeal to people of all ages and across all cultures, BREAKOUT was an instant hit success at their world premier in the West End last year and registered a sold-out box office appearance at Edinburgh Fringe Festival 2007. Its open run in Korea since December 2007 as well as its US and Asia tour this year has also been more than well received. Come February 2009, this long awaited performance looks set to ‘wow’ Singapore audiences with their awe inspiring dance moves and dazzling performance. BREAKOUT – a unique and not-to-be-missed performance.

DATE
13-15 Feb 2009

Fri, 8:00pm
Sat, 3:00pm & 8:00pm
Sun, 3:00pm

DURATION
Approx 80 Mins

VENUE
Esplanade Theatre

TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)
Standard - S$78, S$68, S$58, S$38

Anyone who wanna go with me and yiinshin can tell me.
This event does not limit to 3/4 only.

ISNT IT NICE?!
SAY ITS NICE.
good!
-Credits to thye- thanks for making such a wonderful icon for me. lurbbx it! xDD
For more of her artworks visit http://thye.deviantart.com/

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,
goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

-End-

lol love songs always so self centred.

so vexed that i cant get to sleep. this goes all down to one person...its smth so simple yet so problematic cos it involved a lot of people...

haiz






Today we observe a moment of silence for our dear departed Sheriel. She's left us for the kingdom above for happiness....

CHOI TOUCH WOOD!

lol sent sheriel off at the airport today. pics on top. too lazy to drag all down.

haha listening to weird al yankovic...been so long since i know about him be always cant find links to download his songs xD.

To all my peeps. hav a good holiday and be recharged for a new year of challenge coming up for me! dunno what's with my sudden positive attitude towards studies =.= damn

i just realise that, out of so many "frens" that i have, there're only a handful who really care about me and go out of their way help me when i needed it. however i treated him for granted and for that reason i wanna say sry to him here ;X mf im sry.

and to the friends who tolerated my really eccentric and weird and shitty and lame behaviour, thanks for putting up with my radical nonsense.

i dunno why but i feel so emotional.
-emo-

started on a maple private server cos im really super bored...
http://wintersnow.tk/
but 've been encountering problems when i tried to play it at nite...bloody server.




I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world

omg lurbbex the lyrics

01. What have you been doing recently?
Watching naruto/listening to music ;|

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Not unless it runs out of battery

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

trying to wake up

04. When did you last cry?
Last last X'mas

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yea

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Stop being so bored

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

HOOD!

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillow lol?

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts...

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Its personal >P

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Define complicated.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Last Fri, Madagascar II

14. What are you proud of?
nothing...at...all..

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
It's still very personal

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Empty by The Click Five

17.Do you have any nicknames?
not that i remember...

18. What does your last received text message say?
Damn stop asking these personal questions

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

3a.m. =.=

20. Are you currently happy?
Nt really

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i dun even eat whipped cream

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one...

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yea this quiz...

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lol renhao and his retarded youtube videos

26. Do you wear toe socks?
wth is that

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Russell i think

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
YES

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Hypocritical behaviour

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yea...

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
yes! its gooooooood stuff

32. What is the colour of your room?
whitish

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Depends if i hate that person

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
I agree to this statement to a certain extent

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
amanda

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i wish

38. Do you have a life?
im doing a quiz asking me stupid questions, how much life can i have

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
no

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
cos im really (insert profile song title)

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
lets see...renhao mf ys amanda sheriel russell chongwei marcus jon and some random old guy...yea its weird

42. Last time you smiled?

i just smiled

43. Have you changed this year?
nope

44. What are you listening right now?
虹 by Aqua Timez

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
natalie pork

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open. you mean u walk with ur eyes closed?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Fear comes from the unknown. Knowing makes a person even more fearful

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
...sorta...

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano...?

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
jumping around talking abt ipods in front of my fren = badddddddd

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
talking to gui feng on MSN

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
noooooo but i cant do anything abt it

53. What song best describe your love life?
Empty by the Click Five i guess

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
probably

55. Who always make you laugh?
Anyone i guess. i laugh v easily

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese Cantonese and a bit of Martian

57. Favourite website(s)
www.thissitecannotbedisplayed.blogspot.com

58. What’s your middle name?
-Nil-

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
nt sure, havent plan yet

60. What do you think you are like?
lame and kinda retarded. nothing much

61. Who will you choose to die with?
someone i hate, you're going down with me SUCKER

63. What game do you play often?
granado espada

64. Who are you missing right now?
personal question. SKIP

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Friends hands down

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz and talking to natalie

67. Which primary school are you from?
Tao Nan

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black, White, Navy Blue

69. What emotion you like to show?
xD

70. What is your life to you?
An vast minefield. one wrong step and u're dead

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Bug friends to give me advice

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Natalie

73. Who do you admire most?
ppl who are cunning and have high IQ

74. Which month are you born in?
Oct

75. How are you feeling right now?
_|_

76. What is the time now?
5:07pm

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
I didn't dye my hair.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Damn...bored...

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
nothing much

81. At which age you wish to get married?
When i earn my first million

82. Who is more important to you???
my mom

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Learn Namida no theme

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
People who can tolerate my lameness and people who like me as i am

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
no

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
i'll want my arm to not be broken in the first place, tyvm

87. What is your goal for this year?

Score well for O's.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
I want to believe in it but i dun have mcuh faith in it...

89. What feeling do you love most?
Happy.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
duh

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
anger

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea

93. Do you believe in God?
no sorry.

94. Who cares for you most?
my mom

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Earning my buckets of gold from something that i like to do

96. What will you bring when you fight?
a wooden pole

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
not cherishing my previous friendship

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
damn.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I'll wash my hands off her and never want to see her again i think

100. How do you feel?
after this quiz? =.= <---

yea im still feeling bored.

sian...dunno why these few days keep feeling angry/pissed/irritated at practically anyone i see...this just doesnt make sense. :|

anyway went out with the gang to get sheriel her bday presents and then went over to mrs lai's house for her belated bday party. went all the way to bugis to get her stuff, and in the end we got her:

A pair of shoes which i dunno what its called (black) x1 -$____
A red bag from Dorothy something. x1 - $____
A pair of shades from some shop. x1 - $____

im not posting the price cos she might past by this blog. mwuha damn im smart

:D got myself a basketball along the way too xD

tada!

didnt notice that it's made of rubber until marc told me. oh well :) its only $38 so im not complaining :D

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ohh just got a call from the company that they finally have stock for my adobe CS4 :D they'll be sending it over in the next couple of weeks! awesomeness





so.
alone.

lol
what a slack day today.
2 and half hours of chinese is literally 2 hrs of slacking. half an hour is lao da's pep talk (SP?).
went out for KFC wif renhao benedict and gale...but before i got out of sch Mr TohKS held me back to talk to me abt my results. like i need more reminders =.=. but compared to the MS, Mr Toh is a lot better at understanding what the students are going thru and unlike somebody who only knows how to complain abt headaches and our pea sized brains.

took bus 10 to siglap wif the 3/3 people and went to KFC to look for rh after the chat. eat fin liao...went home...

did i mention im damn bored?

ahh i realised my pimples are coming back. like i dun have enuff already.

placed an order for Adobe Creative Suite CS4. its $99 and it contains a lot of stuff.
- What's inside? -
Dreamweaver CS4
Flash CS4 Professional
Photoshop CS4 Extended
Illustrator CS4
Fireworks CS4
Acrobat 9 Pro
Soundbooth CS4
Contribute CS4
Adobe Bridge CS4
Adobe Device Central CS4
Version Cue CS4
.
thats a lot of stuff.
it'll be arriving like, late november.
cant wait for it to come.
lol.



This is a letter to MS, a teacher teaching in Temasek Secondary School. If you happen to read this post. congrats, i dun give a damn about what you think.

Dear MS,

After studying under you for the past 1 year, I have something to say about you
1. You're the biggest tard i've ever seen in my whole frigging life
2. You bring your own problems into our class. we're not here to let you take out your anger, get it into that little head of yours
3. calling us stupid and pea sized brain will not get us anywhere. if that is your motivational speech, you suck at it.
4. crying for us? yea i believe it. you're stressed out? yea i believe it. But you know what? YOU DESERVE IT
5. you're a POS
6. if you're stressed out, guess what, OUR CLASS ARE EVEN MORE STRESSED THAN YOU. We appear to be slacking all the time becos its our outlet to de-stress, but you just dun understand it and scold us whenever you get the chance to. seriously no 1 cares abt what you tink anymore. when you scold us today you notice everyone's not looking at you. THATS BECAUSE NO 1 CARES ABOUT WHAT YOU GOTTA SAY ANYMORE

dudette. you suck. big time.

lol. open house today at sch...
donno what to say...
im bored...

anyway...
went to school at 12...
went to the iMac lab for my CCA station...
sit there and slack with kenny...
played with his PSP...
then ran around the whole sch...
went to disturb khairul and played some softball
went to disturb sitian and shot some air rifle...things

yea...thats how bored i am

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