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jon just sent me pics for the march hols' study/squash/tuition/movie friday. as you can see i really study ok. dun doubt me xD

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today was super hardcore tired. i dun want to do homework at all...nothing much to blog abt except some random shit on Grey's Anatomy...xD

方大同-三人游

有些話妳選擇不對他說　
妳說某種脆弱　我才感同身受
我永遠都願意當個聽眾　
安慰妳的痛　保護著妳從始至終

就算妳的愛　屬於他了　
就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

有些話我選擇保持沉默　
別把實話說破　隱藏我的寂寞
妳的情緒依然把我牽動　
躲在妳心中　角落的心事我能懂

就算妳的愛　屬於他了　
就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

不知道　不知道　不知道　
爲什麼　爲什麼　我的愛
我的愛還留不住妳的離開　
卻總在　等待著妳回來

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　
得不到的　卻美好的
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已經夠了

至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已經 夠了

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first day of school after the hols, feel so sian.

nearly fell asleep during chem. and english. and poa. and history. but i was surprisingly awake during physics, awkae enuff to witness the blunder of Mr Yeo. apparently he's trying to explain about the Maxwell CORKSCREW theory to us, but he was obviously thinking about something else, and he spelt CORK as COCK and he was making this hand motion like rubbing the "metal". Wyn pointed out the mistake and everyone started laughing, mr yeo paiseh to the max xD

wyn maybe ur test will get 5 marks off for no reason xD

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i think cos its the first day of sch, everyone seem super restless. mf was kinda emo/quiet from the start of the day, but ben and rh found fun laughing at my hair. dude its cool ok. vera's absent, and benj went home after recess for some reason.

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im sick of everyone treating me like a kid. im tired going along with everyone's jokes about HK. it got lame ages ago.

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wake up losers.

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feeling super resentful cos some of my so-called friends dont even know what kind of person i really am. i dun know if i sld be feeling sad or angry or anything anymore. i know i shld stop thinking about these things but it just bugs me quite a bit cos...i feel so...alone.



it's been a while since i blogged about anything so before i sleep today im going to blog a bit.

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【Aqua Timez】 - 【STAY GOLD】

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i was suddenly reminded that i have to go for surgery for my arm after O levels...such a depressing thought lah...i remember the last time i went for surgery, the intern doc used a needle as long as a fishbone to draw blood for sampling. i was like dude are u sure u know what u're doing? he didnt reply, and the next time i know, there was blood on the bed that i was sitting on, and my blood was like dripping on the floor and bed. the doc was like, its ok iknow what im doing, chill boy chill, cos basically i was starting to freak out from the pain and the blood. he didnt know like he knew what he was doing. after the tramautic blood drawing, i was wheeled into the operating theatre, which was damn cold and damn scary and damn...cold. i was shivering like nobody's business while they set up all the equipments. the anestesianist (serious spelling mistake) injected something into my veins and told me to count to 10. i counted to 20 and i was still awake, so she injected soemthing else. and i was out by 0.1.

p.s. surgery sucks. i lay in bed for 3 days and didnt want to shit or bath or do anything besides sleep.

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Lets have a week recap shall we?

Saturday - Went to Airport T2 mac to study wif ys. there was a lot of ppl there studying, i think most of them are from JCs. we started studying at 11 and ended off at 4.30. i studied 2 chapts of phy and Periodic table for chem before starting to stone and drift off. we saw a lot of dunman sec kiddies making super lot of noise, and there're some wh-res sitting a few tables in front laughing like...wh-res. damn wh-res.

Friday - woke up at 8.30 to get ready for squash wif russ and sheriel and jon. squash is quite fun besides the fact that my wrist hurt quite a bit when i swing at the ball. we started at 10 and my shirt was totally soaked within the first 30mins. way to go larry. russ's tuition teacher mr ong came to play wif us too, and jon won mr ong in the game. i think i improved a bit. looking forward to the next game.

Friday Part 2 - went up to bath and eat lunch (2 bowls of instant noodles + sausages) and then rushed over to jon's house to study with sheriel and jon before eng tuition. i actually studied 1 chapt of phy (magnetism) before playing wii (bleach again). the game is like super special awesome. btw sheriel, nice dress :)

Friday Part 3 - went to eng tuition tgt late, due to the fact that i was hogging wii and jon had to go bath before tuition. after doing some (actually very little) work we packed up and waited to go to Kallang Leisure park in mrs lai's cute van, but her husband was using it so we had to wait. and wait till like 6.45+ then he arrived. and i had to say THE VAN RIDE WAS THE BEST RIDE EVER. russell was sitting up front and Ee Man (hope i got ur name correct), chong, sheriel jon and i squeezed at the back of the van, but there's actually quite a bit of space. sheriel was wearing a dress and the seat was quite smooth, so she kept sliding back onto the floor whenever mrs lai hits the brake or start the van. poor thing. so in the end chong changed place wif sheriel to prevent her from sliding anymore.

Friday Part 4 - caught the movie Hotel For Dogs. slightly retarded, a bit cute and funny. half the time i talking to jon abt some nonsensical chocolate policeman on motorcycle getting eaten up by the dogs. and M&M's and chocolates. had some yoghurt at the Yoguru shop and bought Subway for dinner. the trip back to nallur road in the van was AWESOME. me chong and jon had the back to ourselves, and we kept waving to the cars behind us like lunatics, and a few cars changed lane cos of us. i hid my body and slowly raised my hand on the glass like some zombie. damn fun lah xD. i was waving to a motorcyclist and he rubbed his eyes and stared at me like some alien. haha.

Friday Part 5 - didnt feel like going home so i walked up and down the street with jon while eating my Subway stuff. cant rmb what we talked abt but it was quite fun.

damn. friday was a long day.

Thursday - had dental appointment to replace the broken hook at my molars. after that went home to get my stuff before going over to russ's place. studied from 11 to 4+, did a total of 2 to 3 chapts (wave properties, EM spectrum and a bit of Magnetism). pretty good for someoone who doesnt study at all. i so need to get higher marks for physics if i were to keep to my goal of getting B3 for sci. half the time while i was at russ's place he was playing comp opposite me, but his study room is very good for ...studying and i actually remember stuff that i studied that day.

EM waves...do stuff.... yea...

ok maybe not. but i did quite a lot of work there, so im nt complaining. he oso lent me his WC3 disc which...i have yet to return him. whops.

Wednesday - woke up at 7 and remembered that i have chem remedial. reached sch at 7.45 and saw that the classroom was locked and empty, so went to sleep at the library. walked up to the classroom at 7.55 again and saw quite a lot of ppl waiting outside the classroom already. miss farhana bought a cake from some place (gale said its expensive) and everyone had a slice of it, and its for the ppl whose birthday was from jan to march. apparently gw and mf are the oldest in class. during remedial rh amelia and wyn were talking about skipping maths remedial, and mrs farhana was like, huh? mrs lim said maths remedial cancelled cos she's feeling unwell. so much for skipping remedial lol. spent the rest of the day playing chess and listening to some weird music i found on utube.

Tuesday - slack day, didnt do anything much at all

Monday - went to jon's house to study with russell. not quite productive, we played wii after only one hour of studying. i did a bit of physics but the beckon of the wii was too great and i played till like 6+. russell was filling in the notes for the piano pieces i lent him, and sheriel came at around 5+ after her band. she was like so tired that she just sat there and stared at the TV screen while we played.

Sunday - Slack day if im not wrong.

Saturday - Squash day! played squash with the peeps and ate lunch wif sheriel and jon at mac.

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my week had been super packed and super fun. best. holiday. ever. since. dec. -end.

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tmrw's the last day of holiday, i so dont want to go back to sch...and ever since i went to the airport i feel like goign to other countries for holiday. sian.

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so many things happening in the class and ppl's like having some sort of guard around each other. i love my class, every lessons' fun because of them, so i hope tht it'll get better. i dunno, its just what i feel.

im still slightly troubled by my emotions. no matter how many times i tell myself tat its impossible, its just kinda hard to forget someone completely this way, and its quite tiring. mmm i think there's white hair growing damnit.

and to ppl who think im stupid, im just too lazy to think, so shut up.

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parents can be so overbearing sometimes...i dunno what to do to get them off my back. do well for eng and chinese and they keep harping on other subjects, and when i fail english and pass the ones i didnt do well before, they'll keep nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging AND nagging. today after i got home, my mom asked me what did i study. and after dinner she told me to go in to study again. i've been studying nonstop for 5 hrs gimme a break... study so much but nothing go in oso a waste of time right...-.- i dun understand what they are thinking lah zzz

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i so need to go song hunting soon, maybe tmr i'll do it.

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sarah just got back from nanjing. yay chat buddy.

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haiz. such complicated feelings. i know. and i tried. and i crash and burnnnnnnnn~

Bleach OST 3 - 10. ESCALON

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Urban Legend ER

College Humour. Best in business.

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this past week is full of shit and fun. mostly fun. and shit.

Week Review

Thursday: tried very hard nt to fall asleep during physics. i failed. slept for like 2mins dreaming about someone calling me judy and i was like telling the person what the hell. and i woke up to find that i wrote wth wth wth on my paper. learned about magnetism today.

Thursday Part 2 : had kt listen to korean music, im slowly converting everyone to listen to kpop :D and after sch we stayed back to hear about the results. i had a look at the class results and i got 1st for english and 2nd for chinese! woohoo :D class position 18, same as benedict lol. very happy sia didnt expect to get first for eng :D came home after sch and slacked till now. so glad that its march hols now. slacknation.

Wednesday: P.E. was effed. HE saw some of us cut across the field while running 4 rounds around the field before games, and everyone had to do suicide runs and the last 3 had to do push ups. then we had to do runs again cos apparently we were slow at gathering. more push up victims. then wyn and ali got singled out and HE asked them if they think the guys were able to tank the punishments. wyn said he believed in the class, and HE made us do like, a lot of push ups, but i thought that wyn said the right thing. even though the outcome is more push ups, i thought that it was worth it. after the punishment, raymond nearly collapse and had to rest for a while before he could see properly. benji had a more serious case...he had difficulty breathing, need summon ambulance, haiz. i think HE was uber scared that he'd get sued or smth.

Wednesday Part 2: Laksa day :D me and mf bought laksa right after counselling session cos we had to go up to chiong homework, ps rh nv wait for u. i've been spending a lot of money these days... amelia had me do something for her. u ah. tsk. no remedial for the day cos ms farhanah gotta go for some course or something. oh yea, raymond and i forgot to go for CCA duty again. crap.

Tuesday: i hate tuesdays. cos got CCA and tuition. crappy. assembly was even crappier. some interpretive dance that ppl just walk around doing some ridiculous hand gestures.

Monday: cant remmeber anything form monday -.-

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nubbie u better miss me horh.

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ahh. school holidays. such a nice and refreshing feeling. dont have to worry about homework and waking up at 6am and being late and pimples and dogs and gods and butterflies and whirlpools and snake skins and random shits.

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its official, i effing need new pants.

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Funniest Shit EVER

its official
i need more pants

Recruitting!
- ppl to go shopping with me.

gays are welcomed.

F.I.R.-雨樱花

yes my friends, larry is listening to chinese songs. surprised?

雨后落下一地的忧伤
溶化偷偷想你的伪装
落叶排成思念的形状
我撑着伞不去看

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

lalala...

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

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after the comp-less 2 days im finally back. Dell has excellent customer service, i'll give it to them. computer quality...mmm...sucks.

the technie came over to my house to fix my computer and told me that he had been changing motherboards all day...seeing that all the Dell motherboards are really horrible. he said that he had not encountered a new problem (other than motherboard malfunction) for like a month alr. this says a lot about Dell's motherboard quality.

did i mention dell sucks?

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finally friday's here...lets have a week overview shall we...?

Friday - had a talk with Lao Da and he asked me about how am i and stuff like that. then came chem lesson...shit lah i feel so bad towards Miss Farhanah cos she'd been trying so hard to help us but we are like so slack and didnt appreciate what she's doing for us...i think we'd been taking advantage of her kindness towards us and she was so sad that she cried in front of us... sian...

Friday part 2 - waited for mf before we went for recess. for some reason i thought everyone was a bit too quiet...its not like they'll tell me anytime soon...oh well... oh and turns out mf likes wondergirls too :D yay go K-pop. and stuff.

Friday part 3 - went home and waited for the technie to come fix my comp...now waiting to go for eng tuition.

Thurs - played basketball with mf and 4/3 ppl and i wasnt really in the mood of playing and i know that they wont really pass to me so i just slacked around. and i am really cursed with the fact that i keep hurting my thumb....this time i hit my right thumb. nice going larry. real nice.

Wed - PE was a bit retarded, since the PE cher is a little mental and made us do around...25+ pushup cos we're slow...mmm. circuit training wasnt as bad as before but i still get horrible muscle aches.

Tues - rh got back his ball (cant remember whether its mon or tues) from her. maybe cos she know his temper and decided to give in to him...cos she probably wont return it if it were my ball. im quite certain of that.

Mon - i have absolutely no recollection of what happened on monday. damn.

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it is official. marcus has bad luck with basketballs. here's the evidence

1. he threw the ball at someone on the phone, who cant catch it in time and it rolled to the road...and some truck ran over it BOOOOOOOM. there goes the ball.
2. rh was sitting with marcus and the DM confiscated the ball with no apparent reason. damn.

rh damn suay man...

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my computer is dying after 2 years.
lesson learnt- never buy DELL computers cos they are cheap and really substandard.
reasons?
1. Vista lag like hell.
2. Dell put together really shabby computers. i had to call the technies to come fix it 3 times in te first month i bought my laptop. thats how bad it was
3. display driver cant handle the most basic games' graphics
4. although it has some good days, most of it is irritating.

pros of having a vista comp
1. pics editing is nt bad
2. easier to find files

yea...thats pretty much it -.-

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nothing much today...very pissed off without the computer issue. as im typing it still lagging. im scared that the screen will give up on me again soon...as it had done so jsut now -.-

MC Mong - Disco+So Hot (Star Friend)

Lol in this show MC Mong sings one of his songs in a new way, and also dance to WonderGirls' "So Hot"! xD

due to overwhelming requests to post, i'll post :)
ok actually only 3 ppl asked me to post but hell, who cares xD










hahaa.
a few days back i looked out of the window and saw a rainbow outside, it's been a while since i saw 1...and the last time i saw it was..probably 5 years back if im not wrong

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Review of the week:

Friday- EFFING RETARDED DAY I TELL U. First, we're waiting for Lao Da to come to class and rh was just bouncing the ball in class and this fag must come extra and scold him. wtf lah. think u big ah. then SHE walked past the class and saw the rh kena scolding, and demand from benedict for the ball. ben was trying to hide it at that time and she actually wanted to implicate ppl who are not involved in it if he didnt hand over it. wth lah.

Friday Part II- raymond and i had to stay back for some discipline matters for CCA cos apparently someone deleted work that the sec 2s did for the IT lessons and stuff, and it dragged on and on from 2 till 3.30 for just some minor issues...to me its quite minor lah...all in all its quite a waste of time

Friday Part III- tuition at 7 since mrs lai had to go on a date with her husband at 10 or smth. had dinner with russ and sheriel. the spaghetti was awesome mannnn.

Friday Part IV- reached home and found out that i had fever, damn smart -.- 38.5 degrees summore. spend the weekend in bed on the whole...damn it

Thursday- Some stuff happened in class involving someone spreading rumours. thats what i think...dun really care abt it anyway xD

Wednesday- PE WAS AWESOME! we were dividing ourselves into teams for basketball game when jiaxuan came over and asked us to join their game of captain's ball cos they were playing against sec 5 + 1s. the best thing was that upon hearing this, all the guys went to help the girls in the game lah. our class is damn united mannn :D and we were pwning the sec 5+1 like, 20+ to 5 or something xD. the other PE teacher (dunno what name) join the game on the sec 5+1 side, and he can jump super high lah, and his watch is sibeh hard. i was trying to block him and my thumb hit his watch. the skin under the nail started bleeding -.- ouch. but this game demonstrated the unity that our class has :D

Tuesday -CCA was crappy as usual, and raymond kenny go hide teacher's teaching stick in the cupboard and it went missing on wednesday, thus the discipline matters. lol but its damn funny cos there was this wooden rod that came out of nowhere on friday, and we insisted that it was the stick that mrs loke lost, just that someone filed it into a cylinder shape.

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This will be the rare post that i actually dun post an MV or song or lyrics TO a song. cos i cant find anymore good korean songs in this period of time. im so sad...>.<

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trying to sort out my emotions but it turned out a hell lot harder than i thought it will be. and stuff keep happening to the class so im always too occupied to settle my own issue.

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russ's leaving tmr 7am for HK and Shen Zhen, HAVE FUN! i know u'll love HK, cos i love HK too. We love hk~~ and remember to come back :)

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this week i've been thinking a lot abt my friends and i realise how lucky im to have such wonderful friends. so im dedicating the remainder of this post to u peeps who make my life such a sexy journey. P.S. Names are not listed in anyway to show biaseness. even if ur name is at the bottom i love u as much kk? xD

- ming fong
- geraldine
- russell
- sheriel
- renhao
- yiinshin
- benedict (you and ur 32.5)
- sarah and last but not least
- amanda

i love you guys. and i know u all love me too. right? RIGHT?!

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remember to support the retarded video featuring raymond and kenny address as follows: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=67741221896

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a tedious week ahead. tmr's the hist ppt on truman doctrine and marshall plan...and i cant find a much points on that topic. gg.

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gonna look for more korean songs now. ciao chublets :D

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im nt sure what im feeling anymore...

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