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temasek secondary school
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Tried to write a letter; In ink
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it's been a while since i blogged about anything so before i sleep today im going to blog a bit.
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i was suddenly reminded that i have to go for surgery for my arm after O levels...such a depressing thought lah...i remember the last time i went for surgery, the intern doc used a needle as long as a fishbone to draw blood for sampling. i was like dude are u sure u know what u're doing? he didnt reply, and the next time i know, there was blood on the bed that i was sitting on, and my blood was like dripping on the floor and bed. the doc was like, its ok iknow what im doing, chill boy chill, cos basically i was starting to freak out from the pain and the blood. he didnt know like he knew what he was doing. after the tramautic blood drawing, i was wheeled into the operating theatre, which was damn cold and damn scary and damn...cold. i was shivering like nobody's business while they set up all the equipments. the anestesianist (serious spelling mistake) injected something into my veins and told me to count to 10. i counted to 20 and i was still awake, so she injected soemthing else. and i was out by 0.1.
p.s. surgery sucks. i lay in bed for 3 days and didnt want to shit or bath or do anything besides sleep.
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Lets have a week recap shall we?
Saturday - Went to Airport T2 mac to study wif ys. there was a lot of ppl there studying, i think most of them are from JCs. we started studying at 11 and ended off at 4.30. i studied 2 chapts of phy and Periodic table for chem before starting to stone and drift off. we saw a lot of dunman sec kiddies making super lot of noise, and there're some wh-res sitting a few tables in front laughing like...wh-res. damn wh-res.
Friday - woke up at 8.30 to get ready for squash wif russ and sheriel and jon. squash is quite fun besides the fact that my wrist hurt quite a bit when i swing at the ball. we started at 10 and my shirt was totally soaked within the first 30mins. way to go larry. russ's tuition teacher mr ong came to play wif us too, and jon won mr ong in the game. i think i improved a bit. looking forward to the next game.
Friday Part 2 - went up to bath and eat lunch (2 bowls of instant noodles + sausages) and then rushed over to jon's house to study with sheriel and jon before eng tuition. i actually studied 1 chapt of phy (magnetism) before playing wii (bleach again). the game is like super special awesome. btw sheriel, nice dress :)
Friday Part 3 - went to eng tuition tgt late, due to the fact that i was hogging wii and jon had to go bath before tuition. after doing some (actually very little) work we packed up and waited to go to Kallang Leisure park in mrs lai's cute van, but her husband was using it so we had to wait. and wait till like 6.45+ then he arrived. and i had to say THE VAN RIDE WAS THE BEST RIDE EVER. russell was sitting up front and Ee Man (hope i got ur name correct), chong, sheriel jon and i squeezed at the back of the van, but there's actually quite a bit of space. sheriel was wearing a dress and the seat was quite smooth, so she kept sliding back onto the floor whenever mrs lai hits the brake or start the van. poor thing. so in the end chong changed place wif sheriel to prevent her from sliding anymore.
Friday Part 4 - caught the movie Hotel For Dogs. slightly retarded, a bit cute and funny. half the time i talking to jon abt some nonsensical chocolate policeman on motorcycle getting eaten up by the dogs. and M&M's and chocolates. had some yoghurt at the Yoguru shop and bought Subway for dinner. the trip back to nallur road in the van was AWESOME. me chong and jon had the back to ourselves, and we kept waving to the cars behind us like lunatics, and a few cars changed lane cos of us. i hid my body and slowly raised my hand on the glass like some zombie. damn fun lah xD. i was waving to a motorcyclist and he rubbed his eyes and stared at me like some alien. haha.
Friday Part 5 - didnt feel like going home so i walked up and down the street with jon while eating my Subway stuff. cant rmb what we talked abt but it was quite fun.
damn. friday was a long day.
Thursday - had dental appointment to replace the broken hook at my molars. after that went home to get my stuff before going over to russ's place. studied from 11 to 4+, did a total of 2 to 3 chapts (wave properties, EM spectrum and a bit of Magnetism). pretty good for someoone who doesnt study at all. i so need to get higher marks for physics if i were to keep to my goal of getting B3 for sci. half the time while i was at russ's place he was playing comp opposite me, but his study room is very good for ...studying and i actually remember stuff that i studied that day.
EM waves...do stuff.... yea...
ok maybe not. but i did quite a lot of work there, so im nt complaining. he oso lent me his WC3 disc which...i have yet to return him. whops.
Wednesday - woke up at 7 and remembered that i have chem remedial. reached sch at 7.45 and saw that the classroom was locked and empty, so went to sleep at the library. walked up to the classroom at 7.55 again and saw quite a lot of ppl waiting outside the classroom already. miss farhana bought a cake from some place (gale said its expensive) and everyone had a slice of it, and its for the ppl whose birthday was from jan to march. apparently gw and mf are the oldest in class. during remedial rh amelia and wyn were talking about skipping maths remedial, and mrs farhana was like, huh? mrs lim said maths remedial cancelled cos she's feeling unwell. so much for skipping remedial lol. spent the rest of the day playing chess and listening to some weird music i found on utube.
Tuesday - slack day, didnt do anything much at all
Monday - went to jon's house to study with russell. not quite productive, we played wii after only one hour of studying. i did a bit of physics but the beckon of the wii was too great and i played till like 6+. russell was filling in the notes for the piano pieces i lent him, and sheriel came at around 5+ after her band. she was like so tired that she just sat there and stared at the TV screen while we played.
Sunday - Slack day if im not wrong.
Saturday - Squash day! played squash with the peeps and ate lunch wif sheriel and jon at mac.
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my week had been super packed and super fun. best. holiday. ever. since. dec. -end.
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tmrw's the last day of holiday, i so dont want to go back to sch...and ever since i went to the airport i feel like goign to other countries for holiday. sian.
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so many things happening in the class and ppl's like having some sort of guard around each other. i love my class, every lessons' fun because of them, so i hope tht it'll get better. i dunno, its just what i feel.
im still slightly troubled by my emotions. no matter how many times i tell myself tat its impossible, its just kinda hard to forget someone completely this way, and its quite tiring. mmm i think there's white hair growing damnit.
and to ppl who think im stupid, im just too lazy to think, so shut up.
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parents can be so overbearing sometimes...i dunno what to do to get them off my back. do well for eng and chinese and they keep harping on other subjects, and when i fail english and pass the ones i didnt do well before, they'll keep nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging AND nagging. today after i got home, my mom asked me what did i study. and after dinner she told me to go in to study again. i've been studying nonstop for 5 hrs gimme a break... study so much but nothing go in oso a waste of time right...-.- i dun understand what they are thinking lah zzz
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i so need to go song hunting soon, maybe tmr i'll do it.
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sarah just got back from nanjing. yay chat buddy.
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haiz. such complicated feelings. i know. and i tried. and i crash and burnnnnnnnn~
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 ( 6:05 AM )
it's been a while since i blogged about anything so before i sleep today im going to blog a bit.
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【Aqua Timez】 - 【STAY GOLD】
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i was suddenly reminded that i have to go for surgery for my arm after O levels...such a depressing thought lah...i remember the last time i went for surgery, the intern doc used a needle as long as a fishbone to draw blood for sampling. i was like dude are u sure u know what u're doing? he didnt reply, and the next time i know, there was blood on the bed that i was sitting on, and my blood was like dripping on the floor and bed. the doc was like, its ok iknow what im doing, chill boy chill, cos basically i was starting to freak out from the pain and the blood. he didnt know like he knew what he was doing. after the tramautic blood drawing, i was wheeled into the operating theatre, which was damn cold and damn scary and damn...cold. i was shivering like nobody's business while they set up all the equipments. the anestesianist (serious spelling mistake) injected something into my veins and told me to count to 10. i counted to 20 and i was still awake, so she injected soemthing else. and i was out by 0.1.
p.s. surgery sucks. i lay in bed for 3 days and didnt want to shit or bath or do anything besides sleep.
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Lets have a week recap shall we?
Saturday - Went to Airport T2 mac to study wif ys. there was a lot of ppl there studying, i think most of them are from JCs. we started studying at 11 and ended off at 4.30. i studied 2 chapts of phy and Periodic table for chem before starting to stone and drift off. we saw a lot of dunman sec kiddies making super lot of noise, and there're some wh-res sitting a few tables in front laughing like...wh-res. damn wh-res.
Friday - woke up at 8.30 to get ready for squash wif russ and sheriel and jon. squash is quite fun besides the fact that my wrist hurt quite a bit when i swing at the ball. we started at 10 and my shirt was totally soaked within the first 30mins. way to go larry. russ's tuition teacher mr ong came to play wif us too, and jon won mr ong in the game. i think i improved a bit. looking forward to the next game.
Friday Part 2 - went up to bath and eat lunch (2 bowls of instant noodles + sausages) and then rushed over to jon's house to study with sheriel and jon before eng tuition. i actually studied 1 chapt of phy (magnetism) before playing wii (bleach again). the game is like super special awesome. btw sheriel, nice dress :)
Friday Part 3 - went to eng tuition tgt late, due to the fact that i was hogging wii and jon had to go bath before tuition. after doing some (actually very little) work we packed up and waited to go to Kallang Leisure park in mrs lai's cute van, but her husband was using it so we had to wait. and wait till like 6.45+ then he arrived. and i had to say THE VAN RIDE WAS THE BEST RIDE EVER. russell was sitting up front and Ee Man (hope i got ur name correct), chong, sheriel jon and i squeezed at the back of the van, but there's actually quite a bit of space. sheriel was wearing a dress and the seat was quite smooth, so she kept sliding back onto the floor whenever mrs lai hits the brake or start the van. poor thing. so in the end chong changed place wif sheriel to prevent her from sliding anymore.
Friday Part 4 - caught the movie Hotel For Dogs. slightly retarded, a bit cute and funny. half the time i talking to jon abt some nonsensical chocolate policeman on motorcycle getting eaten up by the dogs. and M&M's and chocolates. had some yoghurt at the Yoguru shop and bought Subway for dinner. the trip back to nallur road in the van was AWESOME. me chong and jon had the back to ourselves, and we kept waving to the cars behind us like lunatics, and a few cars changed lane cos of us. i hid my body and slowly raised my hand on the glass like some zombie. damn fun lah xD. i was waving to a motorcyclist and he rubbed his eyes and stared at me like some alien. haha.
Friday Part 5 - didnt feel like going home so i walked up and down the street with jon while eating my Subway stuff. cant rmb what we talked abt but it was quite fun.
damn. friday was a long day.
Thursday - had dental appointment to replace the broken hook at my molars. after that went home to get my stuff before going over to russ's place. studied from 11 to 4+, did a total of 2 to 3 chapts (wave properties, EM spectrum and a bit of Magnetism). pretty good for someoone who doesnt study at all. i so need to get higher marks for physics if i were to keep to my goal of getting B3 for sci. half the time while i was at russ's place he was playing comp opposite me, but his study room is very good for ...studying and i actually remember stuff that i studied that day.
EM waves...do stuff.... yea...
ok maybe not. but i did quite a lot of work there, so im nt complaining. he oso lent me his WC3 disc which...i have yet to return him. whops.
Wednesday - woke up at 7 and remembered that i have chem remedial. reached sch at 7.45 and saw that the classroom was locked and empty, so went to sleep at the library. walked up to the classroom at 7.55 again and saw quite a lot of ppl waiting outside the classroom already. miss farhana bought a cake from some place (gale said its expensive) and everyone had a slice of it, and its for the ppl whose birthday was from jan to march. apparently gw and mf are the oldest in class. during remedial rh amelia and wyn were talking about skipping maths remedial, and mrs farhana was like, huh? mrs lim said maths remedial cancelled cos she's feeling unwell. so much for skipping remedial lol. spent the rest of the day playing chess and listening to some weird music i found on utube.
Tuesday - slack day, didnt do anything much at all
Monday - went to jon's house to study with russell. not quite productive, we played wii after only one hour of studying. i did a bit of physics but the beckon of the wii was too great and i played till like 6+. russell was filling in the notes for the piano pieces i lent him, and sheriel came at around 5+ after her band. she was like so tired that she just sat there and stared at the TV screen while we played.
Sunday - Slack day if im not wrong.
Saturday - Squash day! played squash with the peeps and ate lunch wif sheriel and jon at mac.
---
my week had been super packed and super fun. best. holiday. ever. since. dec. -end.
---
tmrw's the last day of holiday, i so dont want to go back to sch...and ever since i went to the airport i feel like goign to other countries for holiday. sian.
---
so many things happening in the class and ppl's like having some sort of guard around each other. i love my class, every lessons' fun because of them, so i hope tht it'll get better. i dunno, its just what i feel.
im still slightly troubled by my emotions. no matter how many times i tell myself tat its impossible, its just kinda hard to forget someone completely this way, and its quite tiring. mmm i think there's white hair growing damnit.
and to ppl who think im stupid, im just too lazy to think, so shut up.
---
parents can be so overbearing sometimes...i dunno what to do to get them off my back. do well for eng and chinese and they keep harping on other subjects, and when i fail english and pass the ones i didnt do well before, they'll keep nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging AND nagging. today after i got home, my mom asked me what did i study. and after dinner she told me to go in to study again. i've been studying nonstop for 5 hrs gimme a break... study so much but nothing go in oso a waste of time right...-.- i dun understand what they are thinking lah zzz
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i so need to go song hunting soon, maybe tmr i'll do it.
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sarah just got back from nanjing. yay chat buddy.
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haiz. such complicated feelings. i know. and i tried. and i crash and burnnnnnnnn~
wondering what to say. should she turn around
i still don't have the answers to my heart
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