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Hey kids.

feeling super tired from the 2 weeks of exams (only 2 weeks tired liao. no stamina siol). Heng tmr no paper. A-maths ppl jiayou. Make 4/4 proud!!!

Today was phy paper and sci practs. Last nite studied till 3am for physics. Felt uber hopeless when i walked into the exam hall. Check through the paper and realised only got 2 questions on electricity. godblessed awesomeshit. i was able to answer every question excluding the 2 electricity questions. shld get me a B at the very least.

After physics paper went home to sleep. was really tired and lacked sleep. slept for a good 1 hour before having lunch and went back to school for science practical. reported at 1.15pm sharp and went to the AVT for the briefing before the practical. Prac was a bit depressing cos i didnt know what was the identity of salt P until the very end. Zinc Carbonate. i wrote Zinc Iodide. GG.

After practical i found out that chemistry can be very dangerous. It claimed the fingers of 2 people. Rh and amelia. amelia 1 isnt as seroius as rh's. the whole blister is yellow. damn. eww.

went home and slept on te floor and talked to ssarah and stuff like that. finally a break from the long shitty exam streak.

yea. like tt lor.




hey chublets.
woke up at 7.30am feeling very nervous about the chinese results. went online a while before changing and bathing for school. then...left home at around 8.25 and reached sch just in time to get the results. met raymond and benedict and teck keong in school and sat in the hall waiting for the result.

when lao da first told me my results i was like ZOMFG YESSAH...cher u sure or not. haha. very very...heng got A1 and Distinction for oral. haha.

Dance Style: POPPING & Locking

hey chublets its youtube day. it is also national 3 butts day. hurray.

lets start off with something light.

my mom is sick T_T poor mommy. get well soon mom.

Big Bang - Next Day MV

This MV isnt Big Bang's but its still super touching and stuff.

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rh and mf just called me up, and i chose the blue pikachu-lookalike pokemon the minus thing for my tee design. lol
so cute.

lolol

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recently just feel like shit... mostly is cause i keep thinking too much, like studies, and random nonsense. keep telling myself to stop thinking but it just keep coming. very fan. i think im losing hair.

ayah...

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nothing much to blog abt actually. recently played this ame called Dragonica. then realise jiajie play it oso. then gather gather lah. so if anyone is interested in playing it tell us yea :D


Just when you think 4/4 is normal...




4/4 presents...Free Period

Gale's 3 hours continuous killing hand sanitaizer (sp?)

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars lyrics

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hi chublets. recently i feel super tired from studying and from things happening
the funny thing is that sometimes the things dont happen to me, but it happens to people around me (mostly friends) and i am typing htis without looking at the screen. why am i even doing that? lol i dont know. sometimes i just feel like i shld let everything go and dont care abt anything but myself but that way of living is too...solitudary (sp?) songs really make sense when i look at the lyrics (most of the time i just listen to the music) songs are like...a relfection of the soul and anything that is written in a song may just come true. so songs are...awesome.

people falling into/falling out of love. this is a cycle. if you happen to see my blog post, my dear friend, dont take anything too hard or anything. let it go as it will, and u'll find that life is much broader than this, and he WILL regret. when that happens u will just walk away suavely, head held high. i know it wont be easy. give it time[i dont think u'll even read this post but this is how i feel :)]

started watching death note again recently. i love the first opening song THE WORLD by NIGHTMARE. especially the part when there's this glass shattering sound. very realistic very dynamic. me likey. i started listening to my old songs rather than downloading new ones now. i think it makes me realise that new things arent definitely better, and old things definitely hold sentimental values, or in this case, special memories. some songs actually remind me of t he games i played while listening to it. like...runescape (decades again -.-), battleon (why did i even play that game?!) and maplestory, gunbound, various others. talking about games makes me remember the memories that i shared with my friends from online, especially those from maplestory. Providence guild people how are u guys? i kinda lost contact with everyone after i left the game (lv 98 chief bandit, i was hardcore). i spent tons of money on the game (i wont say how muhc, but its super a lot. it could have bought me TONS of clothes which i want now)

remembering back my life when i was a kid, a teen, and now im nearing adulthood (i count by 18, but even if its 21, i'll only be 4 more years away) i realise i've done numerous stupid mistakes and things that made my family worry and heartache. my mother is really a good mother, and i'll be forever grateful for the things she's done for me. i've been kinda neglecting her a bit and sometimes i get impatient with her. my sister is....domineering but i know she meant well by telling me off and reminding me to study and stop using so muchh facebook. my dad is very accomodating and a good father who love me and my sister a lot. i just wish he's a bit stricter with me so i wont feel so guilty when i dont do well for exams. he had always told me the same line. "Do the best you can, dont worry. no matter what i'll always support u. no matter what you do" thanks dad. i really love my family but i dun tell them often enough.

lol this is sounding more and more like a suicide note. well...it is not -.-

this post is really wordy haha. i like the feeling of my fingers moving across the keyboard. i dont want it to stop so i m going to continue typing until i get tired :)

my dearest 4/4

everyone of you are awesome. im glad that i met you guys on my 2nd sec 3 year. things 'd been a lot different if i were to be in some other classes. all the random and stupid moments we all had. all the united and supportive things we did. all the bottles we lined up at the back. i'll never forget it. you're all one of a kind xD and the best thing is, all of you didnt see us retainees as...retainees. u accepted us as who we are rather than what we had been. so here is to all of you who made my life brighter once again.

and to tell the truth, being in sec 3/4 and 4/4 had been the best 2 years (in sch) of my life.

Thank you: names are in random order
Ming Fong
Ren Hao
Benedict
Wyn
Yiin Shin
Gale
Vera
Raymond
Lydia
Amelia
Benji
Wesley
Kaiting
Chang Jie
Jia jie
Jun Jie

and to my tuition friends. you all are the best friends i've ever met. we literally are siblings. more or less.

Sheriel
Russell
Jon
Geraldine
Chongwei
Marc
Amanda

and

Sarah darling
Diwen
Angela

and a lot more others that i may have missed out.

wow this is a really long and boring post. xDD
bear with me, or click on the little red X at the top of the window.
cos i still feeling like typing

lets see. i did Kinematics Dynamics and Work/Power today. pretty good for a physics idiot like me.

Haha sarah got the same phone as me :D yay. w995 ftw. w995 battery life ftl -.- it sucks battery faster than changjie with a bottle of drink after basketball.

i feel like an idiot for feeling things the way i shouldnt. no point torturing myself by doing this, but it just cant be helped. and i really really want to hate you.

my life should be put on FML.




Physics practical. lmao.




xDD

this is what we do when we get bored of practical.

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My new pet fish. im going to call him Ninie

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