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2011-10-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

I'm never going on rides ever again. -.-

So those were the photos from the Royal Melbourne Show that ate $100 bucks from me. :(

$25 for entrance

$17ish for food and water

$10 for Finn's birthday present

$10 for Haunted House (it was really fun to see Mel freak out, but i got quite scared too -.-)

$30 for other games and whatnot (its like $5-10 for one round, so expensive-.-)

Wallet bleeding alr...

And hung out with Isaac yesterday. Brought him around Chadstone Shopping Mall and Monash Clayton Campus, then took him to Clayton for dumplings and chinese food. Pretty fun day and was great to catch up with him seeing that I haven't seen him since i graduated from high school.

The girls planned to go out for dinner and drinks tmr night and to be frank i dont feel like going out, cos it meant that i'd have to cough up more money for transport and drinks. Just getting to city takes 5-6 dollars for a 2 hour ticket, or 11 bucks for 1 day. I really feel like going there, eating, and go straight back home. fucking piece of shit :( $$$

Today was truly unproductive. Spent the whole day playing NBA 2k11 and watching 康熙来了. Slept a hell lot too. Woke at 10, slept till 2pm, slept again at 6 till 9. Gonna take a shower soon and go to sleep again :) good stuff.

Now that I'm used to my short-er hair its really convenient. No need to wait for my hair to dry, no need to worry about hair clogging up the drains. But the downside is that everytime i want to leave the house i gotta put wax, if not I'd just look really weird -.- hmm.

Workout plan: Gonna do a hella lot of pull ups and chin ups tomorrow. at least 6-7 sets of 8 with minimum assistance. Hopefully that'd do good for my back muscles :)

2011-09-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

And gone is the weekends.

Had Michael's Birthday party at our house and it was pretty awesome. It was slightly awkward at the beginning but it got better after we started plying drinking games and I finished like 3 bottles of beer cos of that stupid game, but it was good fun. Yvonne had to drink from the King's cup after drawing like 3 kings from the deck. trolol.

Had a massive hangover after the party though -.- slept in and lay in bed until around 3-4pm and started thinking of how to prepare for the mid autumn dinner.

Went out to get the mooncakes and tang yuen at 5.30 and met up with rosanne outside Punjab cafe to get the butter chicken for dinner. Went home and started to set up by making rice and pasta while the people started coming: minji, louise, aziya, natassha, mel, steph, chun, candice, natalie and chun. Spent a fair share of time in the kitchen as I prepared food and stuff for the kids.

After that I had to send Rosanne back to the bus station so she could catch the last bus home. transport system in Victoria is horrible...especialy on the weekends. but we had to live with that. :x Came home and played Dai Dee with Aziya, Natassha, Minji and Louise till 11.30 and they have to be home.

Woke up at 12 today feeling totally (not really, but trying to sound) refreshed. Went to get toilet paper and other stuffs at town and Michael drove to Minji's house to pick up the vacuum cleaner to clean up the mess from the party and dinner.

Gonna get back my essay tomorrow...nervous like hell @_@ and gonna have to sleep soon before i get too tired to wake up tmr. Heh.

Night~

2011-09-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

Show your manners to the hiking bear!

@ Ballarat Wildlife Park :3

Cooking during the road trip!

Decided to post some pics on the blog to prevent it being too dry. Played basketball and gym'd a hella yesterday. Feeling the sore and tiredness today but it is all worth it :) basketball and gym again tomorrow! woot woot!

currently working on my 24hr blog post on wordpress for marking. Im really hoping for a distinction for this assignment so I can have a comfortable grade for Journalism. Hopefully Myer doesnt mark too strictly for this one and we can all have a good grade.

'm looking out the window now and the moon is really bright tonite. aix. better try and do half of it by tonite so Myer wont be pissed or anything. Prevents him having any excuses to mark me down too. :P

Current goal in Runescape is to get at least 6m in cash, and gonna train up my def to 70. Slowly does it i guess. I'll have a lot of time to train Runescape + watch drama + play basketball + gym after the exams. So gotta bear for the next 2 weeks and limit my game time.

After my match with the girls basketball team, i realised my stamina is really a big factor on how well i can play. This is further reinforced when i was forced to guard a guy at least 10kg-15kg heavier than me and he's FREAKING FAST. had a terrible time guarding him. I'll start training to shoot from the perimeter and also to get past the defender to get to the rim. I really have to start learning new dribbling tricks too. Damnnnnnn so much to do!

K best start on my work nao. :3

2011-09-01T18:45:00.000-07:00

and just like that i picked up blogging again.

This week like fun only.

Monday: Plagiarism meeting for my essay with my department head. Apparently i wasn't careful with my referencing and i was tagged with plagiarism. Hopefully i can get at least 30% so i wont have to stress so much for my exams :x

Tuesday: Finished my communication essay overnight (again) and sent it to mel who was in school to submit it for me. <3 her. slept the whole day before i realised i forgot to submit my essay on Damocles (online submission portal) and sent it in at night.

Wednesday: Skipped class again cos was too tired again. Went to school to support Norman with his case against Angel and Ashin who accused him of nonsense that he didn't do. But that is between them so i wont comment further. Went for lunch and met Tim, Flo, Natassha, and Aziya at Campus Centre. Went for 5 hours of basketball afterwards. At the 4hr mark, a group of female basketball players asked us for a full court match. Mind you, by that time I could barely run, let alone play full court. But we still accepted anyway. Due to our last minute team, I had to play the forward position which i never played before. And we got owned. ==

Thursday: Had class at 1 but went late. After class we went to an Italian restaurant at Glen Waverley and waited for Tim to arrive for his surprise birthday party. Shall wait for Flo to upload the pics to fb before i can post 'em here :) It was so fun with so much nonsense happening and we went for supper at Macs after that (Me, Minji, Norman, Flo, Tim and Aziya). Went home and chillout.

Friday: GOT MANAGERIAL COMM TUT AT 1. :(

To sum it up my week had been pretty interesting and stressful at the same time. Looking forward to an interesting and stressfree week ahead of me. :)

For runescape im currently training for 70 atk to use whip so I can have faster gains training for 70 Def (currently 68 atk and 62 def). I just leveled from 67 atk to 68 atk but im too lazy to find th escreenshot for that. Im not sure if i even saved it =.=

2010-04-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

Yea i'm finally blogging ever since i stopped blogging. feels weird but i THINK blogger uses slightly less MB than facebook so its a good way to keep in touch with everyone who cant find me on MSN or on Facebook. Tho the lack of photos may be boring.

Coming onto my 5th day in australia. the weather is pretty good just a little too dry for my liking. tmr we'll be going to see dolphins. or museum. either one of that.

today went to be photographer for my sister's graduation. it was pretty hot today, considering the fact that it was like. cooling the past few days.

ok tired liao. need go sleep. HAHAHAA

I miss singapore =.=
and the internet.

2010-01-16T09:38:00.000-08:00

i wanted to blog but as soon as i have the window open i dun know what to write.

2009-12-26T01:27:00.000-08:00

Ahh Silkroad. it'll be a fun game if it doesnt take so damn bloody long to login.

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BEHOLD the sliced up arm.

Lol mingfong and renhao came to visit me at the hospital after my surgery. nice of them to drop by lol. Hopefully can go out by New year or something. if not it'll be damn boring being stuck day after day at home @_@

Talked a lot with renhao about FO...and mingfong is MIA somewhere. Yiinshin is still working hard for money to marry Mr Qrizmerz (Sp?) honestly his name is too hard to spell. Tiap is out at converse warehouse buying shoes i think.

Russell is probably studying or smth, jon is all the way at LA. marc is aioning or swsroing. geraldine is probably out. sheriel is probably out too. Amanda and deborah is in Korea. Chongwei and Sam is in HK.

Ah. boring ahhhh

O levels result coming out on 12 Jan. Everytime i think about this, something swells up in my stomach and i make a dash for the toilet...ok i dun think anyone will udnerstaand what i just said.

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[MV]Lady Collection - Watch secretly (훔쳐보기)

woo one of the few girl bands that i actually like. others being BEG and T-ara. mingfong probably know about this band alr but still this is pretty awesome. ahha.

2009-12-12T09:59:00.000-08:00

yay. blogging for the first time in 9000 years.
im losing my touch.

surgery countdown : 4 days
mood: neutral

what've i been doing recently...

sleep eat play game watch video stone rinse+repeat

boring...

k now i dun feel like blogging @_@

movie on 15 dec!
dinner on 16 dec!

looking forward to these 2 "events" before 17 dec surgery

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i feel out of touch and out of reach from you guys. touch/reach meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

now im just going crazy -.-

2009-11-28T09:15:00.001-08:00

ahhh frust. frust.

FRUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTrated.

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2009-11-25T10:16:00.000-08:00

K.Will ft. Outsider - Hypnosis Eng Sub

Hangul

rap> 돌아와 달라는 말로는 꽤나 부족한걸 알아
떠나란 한마디 조차 내게는 짐이 될 것 같아
곁에 너 없는 외로운 이 밤이
끝이 없는 새까만 슬픔을 떠도는 이방인
때로는 말없이 눈물이 흐르는 소리에 잠들은
심장이 눈을 뜨고 심장 박동 소리가
회색 빛 도시를 잠 깨우고
난 외우고 외워도 들리지 않는 주문을 외워
fall in Luv in Luv in Luv
다 거짓말이야, 다그친 다음에도,
더 거친 말들을 내게로 또 다시 돌아와 달라고
너에게 화를 내고 싶었어.
말이 없는 벙어리, 피해망상 고집 덩어리,
이런 나라도 너만은 영원히 사랑할 거라고 약속할게
하나, 둘, 셋, 그리고 넷
가슴 속으로 숫자를 세고 천천히 소원을 읊조려
살며시 눈을 떠 눈앞에 꿈에도 그리던 그녀가
다시 나타날 거야. 그리곤 꿈에서 깨.

*
거짓말 하지마 지어내지마 뭐라고 말해도 들리지 않아
끝내고 싶다고 끝 날 사랑 아냐 너도 잘 알잖아 사랑해

rap> 두 번 다시는 안될 거라고 다짐했었지.
눈을 가리고 거리를 걷는 상상을 했었지.
내 옆엔 아무도 없어 내 곁엔 어둠 뿐이었어
외로운 날들, 고통의 시간이 내 목을 옭아매었지
내게로 되돌아 올 거라는 막연한 기대감 하나로
기나긴 슬픔의 시간을 견뎌왔던 나의 또 다른 그림자를 쫒아
의미 없는 시간을 거슬러 걸어가
되돌아오지 않는다 해도 끝없이 걸어가
하나, 둘, 셋, 그리고 넷
가슴 속으로 숫자를 세고 천천히 소원을 읊조려
살며시 눈을 떠 차갑게 춤을 춰
눈앞에 꿈에도 그리던 그녀가 나타날 거야.

Please don't make me cry, Don't wanna say good-bye
왜 내게 이러는데 * 반복

Rap>돌아와 달라는 말로는 꽤나 부족한걸 알아
떠나란 한마디 조차 내게는 짐이 될 것 같아
곁에 너 없는 외로운 이 밤이
끝이 없는 새까만 슬픔을 떠도는 이방인

I wanna breathe again. I wanna Love again.

Rap>
난 외우고 외워도 들리지 않는 주문을 외워
fall in Luv in Luv in Luv

떠나는 너의 발소리 떨리는 나의 숨소리
그것보다 커지는 건 슬픈 내 눈물 소리

Rap> 다 거짓말이야, 다그친 다음에도,
더 거친 말들을 내게로 또 다시 돌아와 달라고
너에게 화를 내고 싶었어.
말이 없는 벙어리, 피해망상 고집 덩어리,
이런 나라도 너만은 영원히 사랑할 거라고 약속하겠어

Please don't make me cry.
Don't wanna say good-bye..
왜 내게 이러는데 * 반복

기다려 널 기다려 죽어도 널 못 잊어
눈뜨는 그 순간 떠오르는 사람 그래 나 언제나 너니까

rap> 하나, 둘, 셋, 그리고 넷
가슴 속으로 숫자를 세고 천천히 소원을 읊조려
하나, 둘, 셋그리고 넷 가슴속으로 숫자를 세고
천천히 그녀를 떠올려
하나, 둘, 셋, 그리고 넷
가슴 속으로 숫자를 세고 천천히 그녀를 떠올려

Romanized

I know telling you to come back is insufficient
I think it will be a burden even to mention the word "leave"
This lonely night without you
is endlessly dark and is filled with sadness
Heart will wake up and the entire city
will awake from the sound of my heart thumping
I memorize, and memorize these magical spells
Fall in luv in luv in luv
Everything's a lie, and after it stops
Harsher words begs me to come back
And I was furious with you
A wordless mute and a lump of stubborness
Even the likes of me will promise you an everlasting love
One, two, three and four
Counting down the numbers and reciting my wishes
In my dreams she always appeared before my eyes
And she'll reappear, then I will wake up

Don't lie nor make things up; I can't hear your words
It won't end just because you wished for it and you're the one I love
I vowed that it will never happen twice
I always envisioned myself walking there with my eyes blindfolded
There was no one beside me, all I had was darkness
The lonely days, the painful times, they wrung my neck
With only a dim anticipation, that you would come back to me
Now, I who has walked the road of sadness, is chasing after a different shadow
Only to chase
Then I walk away vowing I won't come back
One, two, three and four
Counting down the numbers and reciting my wishes
In my dreams she always appeared before my eyes
And my eyes opens then I dance coldly
Because she will appear before my eyes
Please don't make me cry.Don't wanna say good-bye
Why are you doing this to me?
I think telling you to come back will be insufficient
I think it will be a burden for me to mention the word "leave"
This lonely night without you
is endlessly dark and is filled with sadness
I wanna breath again. I wanna Love again.

I memorize and memorize these useless magical spells
fall in Lu in Luv in Luv
My breath only getting heavier as I hear your departing footsteps
And my tears are only getting bigger

Everything's a lie, and after it stops
Harsher words begs me to come back
And I was furious with you
A wordless mute and a lump of stubborness
Even the likes of me will promise you an everlasting love
Please don't make me cry
Don't wanna say good-bye
Why are you doing this to me
I'm waiting and waiting and can't erase you outta my mind
Yes, you are the one who I always think about
One, two, three, and four
Counting down the numbers and reciting my wishes
And slowly thinking about her
One, two, three, and four
Counting down the numbers and slowly thinking about her

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wow so such a long post without me typing a single word xD
been on an emotinoal roller coaster ride and i just got off vomitting and choking like a pathetic noob. I realised what a fool i had been and i am constantly overestimating myself.

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Ahh after slacking off for like, 15 days now, I've decided to set some goals for myself for this vacation.

1. Hit the gym. I so need to build up my physique.
2. Eat healthier and sleep earlier (11.30pm latest)
3. Wake up earlier (8.30 to 9am)
4. Play more basketball (call me guys)
5. Go out with people more. Being stuck at home doesnt do anyone any good.
6. LEARN TO COOK. Damn impt.

haha this shld keep me occupied for more than half a day everyday.

7. Piano. Master some pieces so i wont be stuck wif the comp all day.
8. Maybe revise some homework -.- im that bored.
9. Get a job?

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Today had basketball session wif the guys. pretty nice and i can feel every muscle in my body aching like crap right now. And now i am having phobia of Paranormal activities from what mf said. uh geraldine. have fun man. :P

then came back home after lunching with the guys. was like fking dead cos i stayed up till 5.30am talking to a certain someone who watched paranormal activities and couldnt sleep about some random issue. i remember something about fishes. lol.

24 Nov: Had brunch wif amanda and chongwei at parkway yoshi. met up at borders reading up on korea cos it rocks and im dying to go there again. i remember i had so much meat i had indigestion -.- but its so damn worth it. and skiing gave me muscle cramps ...but it was a nice experience anyway. Geraldine was supposed to come but had dance comm meeting, and the funniest part was she walked past yoshi and we're like. eh isnt that geraldine?

went over to nallur road to find sheriel and to play pool at chongwei's ah ma house. yeh.

23 nov: went out to orchard with russell jon sheriel geraldine darrell and myself. ok its like frigging 2.30am thats why im typing whatever comes to mind. then went around uniqlo, went to ramen shop thing for ramen stuff. then had this. mochi thing. then kept walking around. and stuff...yea

yeh.

ok im bored

2009-11-22T17:45:00.000-08:00

I'm pretty sure my reader population has diminished till a pathetic few after being MIA for so long. i decided to wake up early due to the fact that my phone wont shut up after i set the alarm for 9.30. -.- cant rmb why i even want to wake up so early in the first place. This is the first real post after a week or so.

Week recap:

Prom night.
Sheriel's belated birthday celebration
Slack. a lot. (kmf shld know very well)

mmm i appear in a lot of pictures. seems kinda ego -.- but paiseh lah ppl help me take picture, majority of pics that i took all have me so...not trying to zi lian here.

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Sheriel's Post O level Belated Birthday celebration

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yea those are the pictures of the 2 major events that happened this week. If i took a picture of myself AFTER these things u can just imagine a no life gamer sitting in front of his come 24/7. yea that'd be me

will post again when something interesting happens again

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oh tonite have dinner wif jon and sheriel at ion. looking foward it it. cos so need to get out of the house.

and have a safe flight marc.

2009-11-14T10:29:00.000-08:00

SHINee [MV] Noona Is So Pretty REPLAY

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Ahhh fresh air.

went out with mom today to orchard to get my prom stuff. super expensive can. within the 4 hrs we spent there, i spent a grand total of $737. The whole prom will cost me around...630.

so so looking forward to prom :D

2009-11-13T11:17:00.000-08:00

Been very busy recently

Daily Routine:

Wake up @ 12 noon+
Wash up and eat lunch
Wait for someone to tell me to go out/find ppl to go out (normally to see prom clothes or go town)
Reach at 2+ at meeting place
Walk, talk, shop, stuff till nite time
Reach home 10-11+
Play comp till 3am ++
Sleep
Repeats

wow...kinda busy.

Anyway seriously need to get my prom clothes like by this weekend or i wont have time to get it. Planning to get stuff from river island but my mom is complaining that it is too ex. soz...maybe getting from somewhere that is cheaper bah. see how.

been playing maple private server, combat arms and now downloading Warriors of the 3 Kingdoms (W3k). The maple server is quite OK cos it doesnt let you level as fast as other servers so it makes it a bit more interesting. Combat arms is as usual. I stil suck at sniping so have to work on that. I seriously dunno what to do during this holidays, but i know if i dont make the most out of it i'll be like omgggggg i want my holidays back when sch reopens, be it poly or jc.

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so vexed now cos a lot of things that i NEED to know but dunno how to find out. bleh. hopefully it just comes to me on its own so i dun have to use my brain cells trying to hook info out of people. :P

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mmm i probably shld sleep earlier -.-

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took a lot of pics but the stupid import system is preventing me from loading it into the comp. so pics will come later.

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and i just got bored of blogging. tata.

2009-10-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

This post is all pics. Too late to type anything for them. Will add things on tmr. For now, enjoy :)

2009-10-10T00:16:00.000-07:00

4/4
2009
One of a kind.
Our levels are all over 9000
ching chiat!

The best class ever

The best class ever. Candid.

The best friend ever. Abracadabra style.

Best form teacher ever. Miss Farhanah

Bidding the drinks cabinet farewell.

MF acting cute again.

Matthew's testimonal xD

Testimonal Part 2

T_T

Wesley butt raping Ming fong (lmao look at mf's face)

Jiajie greedy pig

Complacent

Everyone wants to take pics with the complacent A1 ZAYN!

Amelia :)

Wesley, Chang, Wyn, Mr Yeo, Zayn (jiajie behind)

"i'm so, so, so hot hot" said mf

Class family '09

Class Family (+ mr yeo's arm) 09

Class Family (candid shot...kinda) '09

Spot the 2 slackers sitting there..slacking.

mr tan

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Lunch with Amelia, Benji and Mf.

benji's

MINE!

i forgot to take pic of mf's and amelia's. haha. anyway it was a super fun lunch that we had (we took like, 2hrs?)

and inspired by amelia then benji imma list out our class ppl and my true feelings abt them (amelia dun whack me for copying T_T)

1. Amelia - the funniest girl i know. she start scolding you there's no way you can win. one of the best friends i had :D
2. Jia Xuan - super friendly girl who always silently tank my lameness when i talk to her.
3. Gale - bubbly girl who sat beside me in sec 4. 1 word. Lively.
4. Hui Ying - though i never really talk to her much, she's a very amiable part of our class.
5. Zhe Min - Zai Kia of the class, top 3 sure see her name 1
6. Seri - Always kena my nonsense during NEKK maths lessons. always v nice to me despite my lameness :D
7. Shaf'iah - Tablemate '07 and '08! Very quiet but always a good laugh. Sit beside her talk to her damn fun 1!
8. Vera - Miss Tan! Study motivation! xDD
9. Lydia - Always whacking my head in AVT. Another friend that i cherish a lot. all the fun moments that she insults me...ahh good times. xD

10. Perlicia - Hardcore Bishop and underground mugger. Jiayou! :)
11. Yiin Shin - Boys over Flower die hard fan xD One of my closest friends and always a positive influence, and incredibly high tolerance to lameness
12. Kai Ting - a valuable asset to the class with her blurness and being able to laugh things off, the class's snail :)
13. Ali - Ultimate joker who can keep a straight face even when everyone else is laughing. Not a mugger but he is super smart which compensate for everything else.
14. Rayner - A very potent suan-er. Class manager of 2008 and 2009 and i have no doubt he'll be rep for anything that he does in the future.
15. Chang Jie - Pedobear who can fire his lazer at a rate that is over 9000 per sec! Please dont say "what" near him. i beg u T_T
16. Ming Fong - Yoobin is his love. Abracadabra is his dance. Randomly start singing in class is our specialty. Best. Friend. Anyone. Can. Find. Brothers for life man.
17. Ren Hao - So Hee is his love. He cant do the moonwalk to save his life. Loyal friend thru and thru. Another brother of mine
18. Raymond - The most "peaceful" hotel manager-to-be you can find anywhere. Class joker and netball style basketballer
20. Benedict - The joker who's in love with 3. Michael Jordan pants split is his ultimate. Drinks koper and always there to go for 2nd servings during recess :)
21. Jun Jie - MSN sure say..."hey tmr sch need do..." Always get suan by me, only to use that suan back on myself. Mugger to the max
22. Khairul - Hardworking boy!
23. Guo Wei - Classmates for five years in a row. Since sec 1 to sec 4, i've grown to see you as a friend.
24. Benjamin - Always kena disturbed by me, but a very good friend who is there when a friend is most needed
25. Wesley - Fellow Germanian. He is 16 with a body like an old man, huh?
26. Wyn - Wynnie wynnie. #8 is his love. The basketball/foosball addict joker and a serious thinker when the situation calls for it.
27. Jia Jie - sitting behind me, he always have something to say that makes me laugh :)
28. Zayn - The complacent mugger who always is the #1 in class position. see ppl no up sia. look down on ppl. :)

All the times that we spend studying (not a lot actually...), all the afternoons we spent at the basketball court... all the times that i fell asleep in class and get scolded by teachers...and all the fun times that we all shared. I'll always remember everyone of you (and dont u dare forget me!), the 27 brothers and sisters that shared 2 years (some even 4) together in this sch.

School uniform - $7
School socks - $3
Textbooks - $100+
Being posted to 3/4 (2008), 4/4 (2009) - Priceless

There're somethings money cant buy.
You.

The 2 years spent together in this class had been the best years of my life as a student (and im serious). The first day of school was of fond memories. Wesley walked into the class late, looking wildly for the teacher. When he saw Miss Soh looking at him, first reaction was..."Shit". Best First day anyone can hope for.

Time flies, and soon it was our graduation. Everyone was smiling and laughing with one and other, but i know everyone was hoping that the bell will never sound, and we can stay together as a class for as long as we can. When Miss Farhanah tried to cut the golden string that linked us together, everyone held on to it as closely as possible so that she cant cut it. And when she did cut it, we tired it back together to be a whole again. FourFour. Class spirit. That day was also the last day that i get to do random stuff with mingfong that only a few will understand. I will always remember the times that either of us can suddenly start singing a song, and the other will immediately start singing with him. I'll miss these days.

Remembering hurts, because i know that we have to part sooner or later...but i'll always treasure these fond memories.

Fourfour ohhnine.

2009-10-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

Today is photo day

Mom's Tiramisu Bday cake. $35 but its worth it xDD

Mrs Ng's note and pens.

MET's 25th Birthday

MET's 37th Bday

4/4 guys...wait where?

comfirmation of my ability

Dawn seen from my bedroom. again.

Yes. How long, X men.

Dead bird at the park near my house. i was like. omfg did it die from H5N1? *covers nose*

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so much has happened in this part week. I've started maplestory again. (lv 26 Pure int magician and counting), i've finally fixed combat arms but it gives weird noises and i lag...damn nexon doesnt fix anything for vista.

im really a nerd :(

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Sept 30! mom's bday. ERIC's bday oso. i was like omg, eric was born on the same day as mom? eww...

heng my mom dont suan me like he does, if not i gg everyday alr.

anyway bought her the cake after sch (and basketball) on friday and bought her a mug with a "fly" inside. since i didnt get my dad a present on his bday (i didnt have time >.<) i bought him a notepad with his horoscope on it (he's cancer). Then today just went down to celebrate mid autumn with sparklers and mooncakes. (reliving of childhood. ah...). then i forgot to take off my hairband so i was like walking everywhere with it. 3 girls were like staring at me i was like. what, something on my face?

damn.

luckily they not that chio so nvm. lol

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i need to cut my hair pronto but i keep finding excuses. maybe its cos i like it too much.
but it keep poking me in the eye (thus the hairband).

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Bought 2 new books. Artemis Fowl and the Time Paradox, and Pendragon: Soldiers of Halla.
i like sci fi books, it broadens our imaginations, something that we probably lack in the education system of singapore. read up kids!

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22 days to O levels. i just realised that im pretty screwed cos im still playing games on computer. LIMIT TO 2 HRS A DAY ONLY! REST OF THE DAY MUST STUDY!!!!!

4/4 I KNOW U ALL WANT TO GO TO POLY, BUT GOOD COURSES NEED LOW L1B4 too! JIAYOU ALL!!!

and for the people who want to go JC (like me). we hv to work even harder. L1R5 counts all our subjects (give or take DNT/AS)

My goals :
Best / Worst
English A1 / B3

Chinese A1 / ---
Maths A1 / B3
Science A1 / A2
POA A2 / B4
C.H. B4 / C5

I have pretty high expectations of myself...

Best L1R5 : 10
Worst L1R5 : 18

omfg thats like 8 pts diff

now if i throw in a -1 for CCA...

9 / 17.

that still sucks

how about my L1B4...?

Best L1B4: 8 (7 with CCA pts)
Worst L1B4: 16 (15 with CCA pts)

omfg im still screwed if i get the worst 1.

MUST. STUDY!

Things to work on (critical)
1. English COMPREHENSION / SUMMARY
2. Maths PAPER 2
3. Physics
4. Chemistry
5. POA
6. SS/History

This is my plan (ok this part is mainly for myself but i really have to liste it out for myself)

Master in this order:

Physics, Chemistry, POA, SS/History, English

since i have 22 left i only have around...3.5 days for each subject.

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actually i think sometimes i think too far ahead for the future, but i cant help it. i've been pampered by my dad since young so i doubt i can survive if i cannot stay in an aircon room 24/7 =.= k maybe not 24/7 but most of the time. i like aircon :(

and also i dont want to let down the high expectation of my family...my dad, mom and sister
sometimes just feel...very...small in front of my sister cos she's very capable and smart and stuff. pride of the family. lolz.

so must outshine her.

:P

larry lam & partner law firm.
sounds nice. :)

2009-09-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

seldom have i felt so pissed off at anyone.

i've worked so hard for O levels, tried to study even when i'm tired. in front of you guys maybe i'm a slacker but i really study ok. Put in so much work and effort only to be denied of it. WHAT THE FUCK? I thought you're one of the people who understands me the most but yet you are the one who said it to me. Got study or not.

Maybe its just words to you two, but to me it showed 2 things.

You guys plain dont believe me
You guys look down on me

and coming from you two. i want cry liao.

I really dont know what kind of person you see me as anymore. Slacker? Retard? Moron? maybe all 3 of them bah.

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李克勤.-.[我不会唱歌].MTV

The piano song at the background is La Campanella. So nice right!

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mingfong. vip pass ah? mmm

[VIP]
lol.

2009-09-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

k im losing seriously losing my blog touch. so... havent really feel like blogging at all.

yesterday was tuition day. went to tuition quite late (7.45 like that ) and saw that no 1 reached yet. was damn sian and sat there emo till the others arrived. Russell came for once! and then geraldine nv come. lol its like never complete 1.

after tuition went for mac cos i only ate 1 bowl of rice at home. ordered a big mac meal (without veg and pickles as usual) and it tasted damn nice lah. ate it at the busstop near linear park cos mac no more space liao.

after russell left me jon and sheriel went to SPC to get some drink. i was crossing the short road when the green man was flashing. halfway thru the road the light turned red. and this Benz turned into the street i was crossing. i saw it coming from the corner of my eye. if i didnt stopwhen i realise its not stopping, i'd have been FREAKING ran over lah. the faggot still got the guts to point at the red light before driving off lah. fuck you lah. red light means u can run over people is it?! i hope you get killed in a car accident one day.

today went to airport to study wif marcus. was very productive and we studied for like 4 hrs straight lah. + 1hr of extra work. damn productive. damn happy :D cos our social sciences research have fruitful rewards lol.

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Left4Dead (Funny hokkien)

L4D will never be the same again.

Left 4 Dead - Meet Con

BEST VIDEO ON L4D EVER. Long live Con. :D
cos what Con do sound like what i'll do in L4D...if i ever play it.

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Lol on friday lydia like, brought this bar of cookies and cream chocolate and it sorta melted. so raymond squeezed the whole stuff to 1 side of the packet. and it was so FLAT that the packet was literally a line with a bulge at the bottom. it was damn cool. and sick.

then jiajie opened the damn packet and it looked like some pimple shit being squeezed out. tiap, there goes ur $1.10 haha.

2009-09-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

Ahhh finally prelims are over
:D dont u smell the love in the air?!

*dontcha dontcha?*

lol been a while since i posted properly, and i decided to abolished the essay-post-format since some ppl are too lazy to read it cos of the wordiness. So say hi to...

-pointform blog posting style

yah. that.

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So since im feeling awesome today...i decide that today i'll post videos and pics from the recent era that i live in.

Pics: Decor- Mrs Lai's Teacher's day gift.

The cuteness.

the whore-iness

LOLOL

geraldine and jon

geraldine

jon and sheriel working hard.

woh. bling bling

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Prelims are stressful, but guowei found a way to relieve stress...with my phone

Mr Yeo coming to tell us to go for sci pract exam

is this...pedobear?

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Now for our poem segment...where we bring out the stuff of poetry~

one starts:
when one takes a rest,
and goes on--
the one continues;
and goes through ..
excitment!
frustration?
loose its way ~
one shouts:
ITS ALL LIFE> <
and moves on ...
till one stops.

- Angela Yeh

damn'd cool lah xDDD

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k this doesnt seem like much of a post but hey i tried my best to recover my blogging skills ok...:(

2009-08-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hey kids.

feeling super tired from the 2 weeks of exams (only 2 weeks tired liao. no stamina siol). Heng tmr no paper. A-maths ppl jiayou. Make 4/4 proud!!!

Today was phy paper and sci practs. Last nite studied till 3am for physics. Felt uber hopeless when i walked into the exam hall. Check through the paper and realised only got 2 questions on electricity. godblessed awesomeshit. i was able to answer every question excluding the 2 electricity questions. shld get me a B at the very least.

After physics paper went home to sleep. was really tired and lacked sleep. slept for a good 1 hour before having lunch and went back to school for science practical. reported at 1.15pm sharp and went to the AVT for the briefing before the practical. Prac was a bit depressing cos i didnt know what was the identity of salt P until the very end. Zinc Carbonate. i wrote Zinc Iodide. GG.

After practical i found out that chemistry can be very dangerous. It claimed the fingers of 2 people. Rh and amelia. amelia 1 isnt as seroius as rh's. the whole blister is yellow. damn. eww.

went home and slept on te floor and talked to ssarah and stuff like that. finally a break from the long shitty exam streak.

yea. like tt lor.

2009-08-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

Just when u thought they're gone...

they're back with a vengence...watch out...

2009-08-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

hey chublets.
woke up at 7.30am feeling very nervous about the chinese results. went online a while before changing and bathing for school. then...left home at around 8.25 and reached sch just in time to get the results. met raymond and benedict and teck keong in school and sat in the hall waiting for the result.

when lao da first told me my results i was like ZOMFG YESSAH...cher u sure or not. haha. very very...heng got A1 and Distinction for oral. haha.

2009-08-16T19:53:00.000-07:00

Dance Style: POPPING & Locking

hey chublets its youtube day. it is also national 3 butts day. hurray.

lets start off with something light.

my mom is sick T_T poor mommy. get well soon mom.

Big Bang - Next Day MV

This MV isnt Big Bang's but its still super touching and stuff.

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rh and mf just called me up, and i chose the blue pikachu-lookalike pokemon the minus thing for my tee design. lol
so cute.

lolol

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recently just feel like shit... mostly is cause i keep thinking too much, like studies, and random nonsense. keep telling myself to stop thinking but it just keep coming. very fan. i think im losing hair.

ayah...

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nothing much to blog abt actually. recently played this ame called Dragonica. then realise jiajie play it oso. then gather gather lah. so if anyone is interested in playing it tell us yea :D

ReiGenesis, lv 10

2009-08-15T09:13:00.000-07:00

Just when you think 4/4 is normal...

4/4 presents...Free Period

Gale's 3 hours continuous killing hand sanitaizer (sp?)

2009-08-08T19:57:00.000-07:00

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars lyrics

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hi chublets. recently i feel super tired from studying and from things happening
the funny thing is that sometimes the things dont happen to me, but it happens to people around me (mostly friends) and i am typing htis without looking at the screen. why am i even doing that? lol i dont know. sometimes i just feel like i shld let everything go and dont care abt anything but myself but that way of living is too...solitudary (sp?) songs really make sense when i look at the lyrics (most of the time i just listen to the music) songs are like...a relfection of the soul and anything that is written in a song may just come true. so songs are...awesome.

people falling into/falling out of love. this is a cycle. if you happen to see my blog post, my dear friend, dont take anything too hard or anything. let it go as it will, and u'll find that life is much broader than this, and he WILL regret. when that happens u will just walk away suavely, head held high. i know it wont be easy. give it time[i dont think u'll even read this post but this is how i feel :)]

started watching death note again recently. i love the first opening song THE WORLD by NIGHTMARE. especially the part when there's this glass shattering sound. very realistic very dynamic. me likey. i started listening to my old songs rather than downloading new ones now. i think it makes me realise that new things arent definitely better, and old things definitely hold sentimental values, or in this case, special memories. some songs actually remind me of t he games i played while listening to it. like...runescape (decades again -.-), battleon (why did i even play that game?!) and maplestory, gunbound, various others. talking about games makes me remember the memories that i shared with my friends from online, especially those from maplestory. Providence guild people how are u guys? i kinda lost contact with everyone after i left the game (lv 98 chief bandit, i was hardcore). i spent tons of money on the game (i wont say how muhc, but its super a lot. it could have bought me TONS of clothes which i want now)

remembering back my life when i was a kid, a teen, and now im nearing adulthood (i count by 18, but even if its 21, i'll only be 4 more years away) i realise i've done numerous stupid mistakes and things that made my family worry and heartache. my mother is really a good mother, and i'll be forever grateful for the things she's done for me. i've been kinda neglecting her a bit and sometimes i get impatient with her. my sister is....domineering but i know she meant well by telling me off and reminding me to study and stop using so muchh facebook. my dad is very accomodating and a good father who love me and my sister a lot. i just wish he's a bit stricter with me so i wont feel so guilty when i dont do well for exams. he had always told me the same line. "Do the best you can, dont worry. no matter what i'll always support u. no matter what you do" thanks dad. i really love my family but i dun tell them often enough.

lol this is sounding more and more like a suicide note. well...it is not -.-

this post is really wordy haha. i like the feeling of my fingers moving across the keyboard. i dont want it to stop so i m going to continue typing until i get tired :)

my dearest 4/4

everyone of you are awesome. im glad that i met you guys on my 2nd sec 3 year. things 'd been a lot different if i were to be in some other classes. all the random and stupid moments we all had. all the united and supportive things we did. all the bottles we lined up at the back. i'll never forget it. you're all one of a kind xD and the best thing is, all of you didnt see us retainees as...retainees. u accepted us as who we are rather than what we had been. so here is to all of you who made my life brighter once again.

and to tell the truth, being in sec 3/4 and 4/4 had been the best 2 years (in sch) of my life.

Thank you: names are in random order
Ming Fong
Ren Hao
Benedict
Wyn
Yiin Shin
Gale
Vera
Raymond
Lydia
Amelia
Benji
Wesley
Kaiting
Chang Jie
Jia jie
Jun Jie

and to my tuition friends. you all are the best friends i've ever met. we literally are siblings. more or less.

Sheriel
Russell
Jon
Geraldine
Chongwei
Marc
Amanda

and

Sarah darling
Diwen
Angela

and a lot more others that i may have missed out.

wow this is a really long and boring post. xDD
bear with me, or click on the little red X at the top of the window.
cos i still feeling like typing

lets see. i did Kinematics Dynamics and Work/Power today. pretty good for a physics idiot like me.

Haha sarah got the same phone as me :D yay. w995 ftw. w995 battery life ftl -.- it sucks battery faster than changjie with a bottle of drink after basketball.

i feel like an idiot for feeling things the way i shouldnt. no point torturing myself by doing this, but it just cant be helped. and i really really want to hate you.

my life should be put on FML.

2009-08-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

Physics practical. lmao.

xDD

this is what we do when we get bored of practical.

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Jiajie's english report

Amelia..

Everyone bullies Benji.

Ming Yi Hip Version

Gossiping...?

i think i'll never be bored when im with 4/4 xD
<33 4/4. i really donno what will happen after we graduate..
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Dinner at Tampines Mall. justnow.

*gasp*

Mirror shot fails.

Camwhore

lol xD

Happy Children

The food there was super awesome lah. omg. xDD

went to the Borders sales at Expo before that. met one of mrs lai's many friends, Ruth. look around and stuff. there're a lot of books. yea. i remember myself being super bored...

lol chongwei hope ur arm heals soon.

then went to tampines mall for dinner. thanks mrs lai for the meal. was super nice.

2009-08-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

My new pet fish. im going to call him Ninie

2009-07-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

2009-07-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

lol i've like, fallen in love with taking picture wif my handy phone. but the focus isnt as good as my camera so...i'll still stick wif my camera if got some big ass events that requires my attention. yea.
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Random Masking Tape Day.

Guowei's Healthier Choice Cute armpit.

Renhao's DNT project being totally vandalised into...Boobhouse.

<3 LaoDa man.

Sleeping is our class' favourate activity

Mf being kinda retarded.
People are watching my friend, they are watching...

Empress Ng doing consul

Benny sleeping during consultation.

RH sleeping during consultation

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Jon's place at nite

Kids watching TV

Marine Parade road, 1am.

Marine Parade Road, 1am +

Thats all folks :)

2009-07-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams" - Dr Seuss.

How strange, I always wake up super early (4+ am). does that count? :D:D:D

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And now to post all the pictures for the past month :)

Me during English in Library = Sleep

Gale during lesson interval = Sleep

Kaiting during lesson interval = Sleep

Benjamin + Amelia during class interval = sleep

Seri during...i dunno when = Sleep

Wow we sure like to sleep.

And i love all of you, 4/4 ppl :D

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Party at Sheriel's House :)

Russ

Me slightly drunk.

Group photo :D Look at the sexy guy standing next to the girl in pink :P

(A lot of) Wine

Geraldine being very drunk.

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Studying at Jon's house (me and sheriel are totally in love wif his house)

Studyyyyy

The awesome sunset

The awesome sunset (again)

Dinner at HK Cafe (our hang out..sorta)

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Wow thats a lot of pics.
I realise im pretty much obsessed about taking pics of ppl/things around me. ESPECIALLY SUNSETS/SUNRISES. they. are. awesome. :D

Russ just told me that to be certain that i can get into a law course i need to have 10 points TO BE SAFE. so lets break it down shall we?

Chinese - B3 (safest score)
English - A2 (A MUST)
Maths - A1 (A MUST)
Combined Sciences - A1 (A MUST)
Combined Humanities - A2 (Not really that impt if i do well for POA...not that possible tho)
POA - B3

So as you see, my L1R5 will prb be like 3 +2 +1 +1 +2 +3 = 12, and L1B4 will be like 10-11. Good enough i hope :)

Im becoming such a geek...but i guess its a good thing considering the fact tht my prelims are 1 month away...and i desperately need to get my maths to A1 quick, and do well for my humanities as well as my sci. im not so worried about my eng as im pretty good at it compared to my other subjects (not trying to be cocky here).

Law and management @ TP
http://www-bus.tp.edu.sg/bus_home/bus_courses/bus_ft_courses/bus_diploma_in_law.htm

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Life rocks when people care about you.
Life sucks when people who care about you are actually hypocrites.
Fortunately my life rocks. :D

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BIGBANG - ガラガラ GO!! (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

BIG BANG NEW SONG :D
yes mf, its here xD

2009-07-18T09:32:00.000-07:00

Tribal Ink - Refugee

very nice song...hey gimme a break i listen to english songs once in a while too ok -.-

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Been trying very hard to study these few days. did manage to study vectors today but i dun think thats enuff...must try harder.. :| [studies]

Been trying very hard to fit into my own demands of myself (get into a law course or MJ) but both of which requires low scores like...8-9 to stand a good chance of getting in. and my L1R5 right now is like what, 30+??!?!?! screw my academics -.- [studies]

Been trying very hard not to play games but i just cant stop playing for every once in a while. this sucks. gonna have to del my games NOW. [still part of studies i guess -.-]

IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE!

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Saturday : Woke up at 11am after sleeping at 4am COS I JUST CANT EFFING FALL ASLEEP argh. what's wrong wif me?! i've been like a ghost in class for the past few days and i just want to sleep :[. SHERIEL I SO WANNA SEE UR HAIR :D:D:D

Friday : School is totally screwed up cos of a specific teacher. i think SHE has something against me or smth -.- i tried to ask her how to do a question and before i could even ask, she started scolding me for things like, larry stop stoning DO OR U WONT UNDERSTAND! oh please lah i want to ask you HOW TO DO COS I DUNNO HOW RIGHT. are u crazy or what. U"RE THE ONE WHO TOLD THE WHOLE CLASS "dunno can just ask me i'll come over to u". i ask u and u scold me. nice. ok by now everyone will know who is it...oh well.

Friday Part 2 : went to marine parade basketball court wif mf cj wyn and wesley. i think my skills are improving SLIGHTLY...but i've no idea why my stamina stinks so much. after just 2 balls im already panting like some random shit. (today's post is kinda vulgar...i said kinda). they played against chai chee school team (?).

Friday Part 3: went over to sheriel's house and slept a bit on her bean bag before going to tuition next door. G get well soon OK? HONEY LEMON WORKS OK -.- try some. tuition was kinda fun, wif a lot of mimi's flying around. :D After tuition went over to SPC and get coffee and sweets, before heading over th jon's house to chat. i really enjoy talking till late cos its like there is no 1 to regulate you and you are free to do anyting. night breeze and night walks rocks. especially wif ur own little sister :D

Thursday : Pretty boring day...mostly maths and sleeping... after school stayed in school from 1+ till like 5+ play basketball haha.

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i think im starting to change... last time i used to be able to look at everyone...naively or innocently if you will. but after so much that has happened i dun seem to able to recognise myself anymore..wth ...

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2009-07-12T11:01:00.000-07:00

Hey chublets. Welcome to my 106th post.

i'll just let u know that im veryyyyyyyyyy _____ today cos of something that happened to me. my life is just that suay lol.

friday watched transformer till like 1am at jon's house. we're so gonna have a sleep over at ur place man jon, its PERFECT for such stuff :D Big TV, AWESOME HOUSE, really really comfty sofa. i mean, i love ur house :D haha.

Finally found JYP's song She Was Pretty, a very interesting song and i like it :D

Today celebrated Dad's Birthday by going yum cha with him at 11+ and eating sushi at 7+ :D im so full now still :D too full actually...now cannot sleep lolol

2009-07-11T08:42:00.001-07:00

Larry Bird rocks my socks off my rocks.
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Friday - SS SEQ was retarded. i fell asleep 2 times during the test and i was like woh its not over yet, damn...*sleep again*. Chinese and Chem was ok, chinese was mainly slacking. Chem was talking abt alkenes, another major topic i must remember to revise. POA continued with incomplete records, which is pretty easy. Today I was sitting next to raymond and something funny confirm happen when u sit next to him. pretty much. After school the guys went to play basketball while i went to look for ming fong. then we end upsitting at some obscure part of the sch while he did his homework. After that we had english mock exam, which was pretty much slacked cos mdm wan went in and out of the class room.

Friday part 2 - Went to play basketball after the exam and i got pretty bad impression of someone. Im not sure if he's got something against me or wad, but he rather lose the ball than pass it to me when im right open. Went home after ball, showered and went for tuition. Tuition was pretty ok. G brought her tama to class and it suddenly gave off this loud beeping when i pressed the last button...

Note to self: dun press the last button when mrs lai's around -.-

Went to Old Cheung Kee with G and Mrs lai's daughter to get food cos obviously i was hungry. the damn sweets actually costed $10 for 2 bags...omg -.- OH AND OCK'S CHICKEN MUSHROOM PUFF IS DAMN NICEEEEEE. i'll get more next week :D

Thursday - Mr Yeo and Mr Tan skipped out on us during Physics and Maths. and during english we continued the oral exam thing. after recess we went for another boring maths lesson with old ng.

Wednesday - dont remember much from wednesday =.=

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Larry Bird: You wanna win the ball game? Gimme the ball and get out of the way

lol damn cool

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ok feeling damn stressed out now -.-
just talked to calara hammy about my 10 points analysis...
hope it works

ok bye xD

2009-06-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

SG Wannabe - Partner for Life (feat Dongwan)

Sg Wannabe - Slow MV

hey guys im posting again
see? this blog isnt dead
no. way. its dead.

no way.

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Today school was pretty sucky + stupid (in a funny way)

Morning after temp taking went to see HIM cos of the basketball incident the day before. man it sucked. sara was right outside and he scolded us instead.

physics was pretty boring, tried very hard not to sleep by writing notes. thru out the whole lesson mf and i were singing parts of korean songs and we sounded a bit off but i dun care :D it was awesome. during english did the letter marking for the 2 paragraphs that we supposedly done. chillax mf chill. :( slept during chinese cos i pretty know what lao da wanted to say haha.

recess ate mixed veg (again, it's became a standard everyday) and saw tiap/amelia/benj at the bookshop after that. lol benedict and mf were suaning rh calling him SAF. back in class i told mf that he's TAF :D:D then im something RAF lol.

during POA we did imcomplete records. which in the first 5 mins i thought someone stole my POA text but it was raymond cos he thought that was ys's text. lol. i didnt sleep during POA yayayay! but mdm yeo keep thinking i was stoning but i was thinking how to do. -.- u cant blame me for having small eyes T_T

during maths, MET didnt come into class, and the relief thought my name was eric. wth >_> hear properly its LARRY. eric lam...eww.

during chem, did organic chem. Wyn and I were saying that the groups are: Alkane, Alkene, Alcohol, and Al QD. lol im not writing the full name in case i get arrested for supporting terrorist ideas or smth. lol it was pretty cool over all, besides the stupid relief teacher

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sheriel im really sry for what i've done. i didnt take ur feelings into account :( i'll be more careful next time! sry mei mei :(

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this thursday i might have oral. MIGHT
i hope it's next week
im pretty packed for this week. i so have to cancel my dental appointment on thursday. this sucks a lot -.- i hate pre-appointments, so inflexible. i alr changed the date for my dental 2 times alr lol. poor reception. im really very busy.

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SDB is damn hot. :D

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once again sry to sheriel :( u know i love u :D

2009-06-27T18:56:00.000-07:00

Today i will accede to all ur wishes and post pics for the first time in a while :)
see i so nice to u all. treasure it.
for funnier version please refer to G's blog cos i dun have photoshop, and im lazy to edit with paint. deal with it.

First up! Amanda and Jon's Bday celeb at sentosa on (i cant rmb when)

ME :D
G studying at sentosa...?

lemon teeeee + sand = awesome

sexiest duo

the 1 sitting down is damn cute.
the 1 eating wearing white specs is damn cool

groupie

Homemade Ju-on Part 1

Homemade Ju-on Part 2Homemade Ju-on Part 3

Ju-on taking a break
Touch Rugby

Touchie
We. Can. Fly. Baywatch

Photog Amanda

Whoa WHOA cool sia zomggg

Groupie No. 2

we are awesome.

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k onward to my blog post.
i feel like posting more pics :D

MET Maths Camp

Maths camp Day 1
u can see clearly tiap trying to sleep. :P

Ninja ming!

Emo boy mf trying to dodge out of view. but im too fast :D Lunch at Jap Food Place at Ehub
Angels and mortals. no 1 send me letter yet
after posting all these pics i dun feel like writing anymore. so. xD too bad

2009-06-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be a ranting post so if u dont want to read rants dont. read. it.

Date: 26 June 2009
Day: Friday
Sunny/Damn hot+humid
Mood: #$%^&*((*&^%$#$%^

this is kinda like a attempt to save my blog from being totally ignored/forgotten by the world.
hey my blog is still alive! u can all read my blog :) cos its awesome and still alive. maintained by me. and only me. cos...i feel like maintaining it alone

i guess this will turn out to be a really retarded post compared to my previous posts. cos im feeling fucked up and tired and really really retarded.

sucks.

a lot.

yay.

i think im very self centred, and sometimes i feel as though im being left out or ignored when im not...i dunno why but i just cant shake the feeling that people are constantly underestimating or see-me-no-upping. quite tiring.

trying to find motivation for me to study but at home i always have the bed and the computer on and then my phone will vibrate and then the sun will be shining and i wont be able to concentrate which is really shitty ARGH I NEED TO STUDY SFAWDOIANWDIU@HEI@*HQOIQUGBQIUFP(I*FP(I9G
U23PR9I82H3RP9182H3R[019U2=530R93REOIUV

lalala.

2009-06-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

Happy 100th post!!! :D

It's been 8 months (sorta) since i started blogging. and now i'm at my 100th post :) A lot has happened in this past 8 months. I definitely grew, mentally and physically. I feel as though i know more about this world, but knowing more makes me even more confused. In this long span of time, i have changed from a gamer to a part time basketballer. I've finally realised how important it is to study, and what is it for. To me, studying now isn't 100% for myself, it is for my family. I have been very pampered for the past 16 years of my life, and i want to thank my parents for giving me such a good environment, and thank (insert ur god name here, i dun have 1 so i'll just say ____) for giving me such good friends who always sticked by me when im doing ridiculously ridiculous stuff.

Wordy isnt it.

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Onward to my post!

Today's father's day! Dad just called and i wished him happy father's day from me and sis. He's a great dad...just that he's always not around...>.<

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Week recap!

Saturday - Had maths tuition in the morning. I did probability! i feel so damn proud of myself. just came back from maths camp have to deal with maths already. feel damn tired and damn sleepy but oh well...there's work to be done. After tuition went home for lunch then went out again to parkway to meet up wif sheriel to study. we kinda stuck to the same place for like 4hrs with just one cup of yoghurt. i felt kinda bad taking up space without really eating anything, but hey, the place was kinda empty anyway. and the waitress look kinda pretty :D im not complaining xDD. Had sheriel come over to my place for dinner. spaghetti with meatballs. then we studied till 11. yup. long day.

sry horh g, ytd so long then reply ur msgs. :( paiseh!

Friday - Released from MET Maths Camp! the group went for movie but me and renhao decided to head home. Damn'd tired lah T_T Mom cooked Spaghetti with prawns it was super damn awesome the prawns was effing sweet :D Then went back into my room and slept till dinner. effing tired to the max. That was basically friday. xD

Thursday - Woke up at 8.30 at MET maths camp day 2. i think i was the only one (besides renhao and benedict) who slept the most, and the best. cos i was sleeping on a semi-mattress. went straight into maths mode while yawning and eyes semi opened. Made cuecards at the BBQ pits downstairs while trying to endure the stench of the 1 day old beehoon on the table behind us. Renhao and Lydia went off to Mac half way to get breakfast. then near afternoon we went out to do some survey. we kinda took the opportunity to play more than do work. Benji and i just made up some figures for the survey and plotted the chart on...How many people ordered this dish: Dory, Spicy Ramen...stuff like that. Dory obviously was the favourate haha. worked till late into the night, like 2-3am. MET was like, ok larry u can stop praying to the ground, cos i fell asleep at...i think 1.30am and had my head droped.

Wednesday - Went over to sheriel's to study before maths camp. i was like mmm ok i shld have enough time! studied till 1+ and had lunch at her place. jon came at like...1+ too with curry puffs and milkteh :D then i studied till around 4 and went back home to pack my stuff. left house in a hurry. i really should have just taken 12 directly to downtown but i took a effing big detour and took MRT to Pasir ris. Nearly got lost after that. i looked as though im a lost tourist haha. Found the group at the entrarnce of Costa Sands. checked in and went into the room to see a damn small...room? For the first 2hr we sat in the room without aircon cos apparently MET thought it was on, but actually it was turned off all the while. so when he turned it on we're all like OMG WHAT NO WONDER IT WAS SO EFFING HOT OMG. the floor was kinda like sweating. cos downstairs was having BBQ and all. Started our first paper at 1am and finished at 2+. went thru the paper for the most part till 5+ and then the first day of camp was over. I SLEPT LIKE A DAMN PIG. in the morning next day first thing i registered was. HEY LARRY HEY HEY HYE LARRY HEY HEY HEY LARRY LETS GO LARRY. lol damn'd mf xD

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feeling much much better after ranting to sarah. thanks! :D
Sheriel all the best for your prelims tmr :)))) sure can score 1 lah after my help :D
G, u shld play chess :D
And here i wanna apologise to the ppl i kinda scolded at the maths camp cos i was quite tired and all. sry if i caused u any distress :X

2009-06-16T14:39:00.000-07:00

Big Bang KM IDOL WORLD DRAMA Part 1 (Eng Sub)

NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!
quite scary to watch in the middle of the nite.
watched it with mf at like 12++ and we're like SHIT SHIT OMFG THATS DAMN CREEPY LAH
lol but damn nice. MKL :D

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damn i feel hungry lol.

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Today was damn fun. went to Sentosa with Amanda Jon Sheriel and met up wif ger chong russell and marc there. in the morning met up wif jon and went over to bedok mac to study in the beginning, but it was too noisy so we went to the library instead. we saw this act pro guy riding his skateboard and he got stuck at the roadside trying to get onto the pavement. jon was like laughing at that guy lol.

met up wif sheriel at bedok MRT at 1+. we're supposed to go to vivo to meet up with amanda before going to sentosa but we actually saw amanda at the MRT station so we went tgt from there. damn coincidental lah. then she saw sheriel was like AYE! she saw me she was like AYE!!!!! lol damn cool lah.

ate lunch at the sky walk at the roof of vivo. the view and weather was not bad. but it'd be better if it was a bit brighter/warmer. i wanted to tan my legs but in the end it seem the same -.-
took the tram to sentosa, then took a bus/tram thingy to siloso beach. they were like...building a sand castle when we got there.

mmm today seem quite long actually, but damn fun. :)

2009-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED RENHAO AND JONATHAN! :D

eh renhao why nv come to sch today btw -.-, forgot to ask haha
and jon, hope u liked the urahara i got u :)

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school was as usual, had MET as first period. he's late as usual, and went on to talk about the maths camp. omg so excited/dreading the camp. i want to go cos i kow i'll be forced to do maths, but i scared after that 3 days my pimples will erupt like siao, and lack of sleep sure kill 1.

effing tired now btw.

after school (ended 12pm btw) played basketball with the guys even though i didnt planned to (again). keep happening, everytime i thoughht they wont bring ball, they bring. sian'd. rushed home after bball to shower and change and went outside jon's house and waited for sheriel and russell to come

jon's mom make the best popiah i have ever eaten. they made their own popiah skin and the thickness is just nice. the filling is so good and juicy, but it was so well wrapped the juice didnt leak out. damn nice. damn shiok. damn...spicy oso >.<

low tolerance for spicyness sucks

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2009-06-05T22:37:00.000-07:00

Kimi wo Mamotte, Kimi wo Aishite by Sambomaster PV

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havent blogged in a while now, been quite busy with stuff like studying, studying, studying and studying. i know it seem crazy to study so fast right after exam, kinda forced here but...hey i want to get 6 points for my L1R5 and i have no idea what have happened to my chinese, A2 hopefully. I am quite confident of my Oral so hopefully it will pull up my marks. from past experience i get like 45/70 for my paper 2 which makes a 64%. i really hope i did well for my essays ARGHHH its driving me crazy really.

Week recap!

Friday - Did summary and oral pract for English, and quite a lot of people were late to school, i was like...5mins late or so. mdm wan was very pissed off with those who were late...:| understandable. i think the class is just exhausted by the workload and the amount of work that we were expected to do. chem was pretty much eaten in by english and we did rate. recess was kinda quiet. SS did graphic organiser on Venice. i need to get a move on SS! MUST STUDY!

Friday Part 2 - Looking back, its quite an achievement for me to not sleep in class despite sleeping so late every night to do maths. went home after school. had a nap before going for tuition at 5. Did a ridiculously hard paper(compre) and gave up after Q6. went over next door to sheriel's after tuition and played table tennis. russ went off first at 8 and after that we went to SPC at 9 to get drinks and stuff and we talked till 9.45+ before my bus came.

Thursday - School was a bore, last day of the english workshop. it was on writing narrative. a lot of things was already taught to me either by experience or from the numerous english teachers i had over the years. honestly speaking when i was learning under Msoh i didnt learn a single shit from her at all. not because i was sleeping in class but it is because she really didnt teach much on writing.

Thursday Part 2 - Played basketball from 1 till 3. Quite tired of things happening during matches even though i am trying to make myself useful. in the game i really only feel that i am being recognised by a few people. maybe its cos i really suck, i dont know. went home really tired and stuff, slept quite early

Wednesday - English workshop as usual, was on Summary. one of my weakest sections in the English paper. but i was dozing off majority of the lesson cos i was sitting alone in midst of 4/6. and i cant even sleep properly cos sitian was poking me. >.<

Tuesday - Had school, was sitting with mf and gale and we're like talking abt the new mocca ad. CLICK CLICK. mf got a little more spastic after that...

Monday - O LEVEL CHINESE GRAHHHHHHHHH *Foaming at the mouth* NEARLY LEFT OUR A FRIGGING 4 MARKS QUESTION LAH LUCKY I CHECKED IF NOT I'LL LOSE 8 MARKS!

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2009-05-31T06:13:00.000-07:00

TOMRROW IS CHINESE O LEVEL EXAMINATION FOR SECONDARY 4 STUDENTS! PLEASE BE IN SCHOOL BY 7.30A.M. AND BRING YOUR DICTIONARY AND ENTRY PROOF AND STATIONARY AND WATER BOTTLE!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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kinda stressed these few days and cant really sleep properly. TMR O LEVEL ALREADY! it seemed quite distant until today, wake up and think. whoa shit. tmr O levels already, i dont feel ready at all. i have always gone in the exam hall for chinese without studying and worrying, but this time i feel as though i am really screwed, cos i can't afford to get a B3 for chinese and although i did quite a lot of week for the past week for chinese, i still feel screwed.

yea i feel damn screwed

thanks ys amanda sis and sarah for jiayouing me :) feeling kinda a bi t better

off to sleep now.

yup.

2009-05-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

YUP! ITS KON THE GIANT HEADED CUSHION!
damn cute right xDD i was carrying it around as soon as i saw it in the shop. mf and amelia was like walao larry u carry it till it oso got ur smell liao eh smelly smelly. :(

its damn cute lah pls...

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Today was horrendous / fun

horrendous cos got my results back
fun cos went out wif fun ppl

awesome.

actually i could have went back by 12.20 but MET made us stay so we sat in the hall playing paper chess. I WON MF IN CHESS! cos he was careless, if not he could have won. oh well :D GG. mmm then amelia said wanted to go tampines to eat and get something done. so went there to eat. had long john silver's grilled cajun chicken. VERY NICE but the rice was cold and hard >.< poor food quality! had a walk around the japanese anime shop and tiap was totally obsessed with domo. for the 5 times i asked if i shld buy the Kon cushion, she kept saying dont buy it...get domo...^^V

went over to Tamp East CC and played basketball for like around 1hr. damn tired sia...

went home and fell asleep on the sofa after dinner

2009-05-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello people
today there wont be any utube videos or songs cos i dont feel like posting any
in fact, i dont feel like blogging right now.

now i feel like blogging

lol

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i feel im expendable. i feel like im a beginner NPC that everyone will eventually forget about, unless that person is a hardcore gamer then...it doesnt apply him that person but U GET MY POINT.

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oh sarling can do kickboxing. wow xD

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just for u guys' info, it took me 3 hrs to write this post. xD it normally takes me 4 hrs cos i'll just write half way, talk to some people and forget about my blog. and just after i bath i'll start closing all my tabs and remeber OH I AM SUPPOSED TO BE BLOGGING! wow. :D

4hrs now xDD

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ahhh tmr gonna play bball wif mf and wesley cos we're not supposed to leave the sch during a-maths. yayayay! :D

talking to lunnie after like hwat, 1year? u owe me 1year of servitude boy.

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Week Recap on a wednesday? xD

Wednesday: Woke up at like....1-2pm. went over to teach the kids piano till around 3-4+ and played combat arms for a while. nth much happened today. talked to lunnie till1.22am (now)

Tuesday: LISTENING COMPRE WAS A COMPLETE FLOP. went out with Amelia Benj Kaiting Lay Tiap and Yiinshin after that. Mf couldnt come :( and the DNT ppl had...DNT. so we went to tampines mall for lunch. we had Mos Burger, had been ages since i last ate it :D felt so good. ys took her time in coming over. we walked around Tamp One after lunch and they spent damn long in the disney shop there. they got this card thing with disney designs on it haha. we went up to this jap anime shop. THEY HAVE URAHARA DOLL AND KON DOLLS. oh yes. domo too. xD
Kaiting had to leave for her appointment after a while, we went over to Topshop and walked around. me and ben was quite disappointed with Topman there. after that we went over to bedok for K. but benj gotta go home so in the end only me amelia tiap and ys went for K from 2.20 to 5.20. damn fun ok xD but i sang like shit that day :(

reached home damn tired at around 6+

Monday: i think i blogged about that day.

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2009-05-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

信乐团 - 离歌

awesomeness by 信乐团:D

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today was pretty slack. maths paper 1 and POA paper 1 was pretty OK...i think i can pass.

during break rh went off to do his big business while me mf wesley and chang sat at the pavillion outside the library (again) to study. big i started talking about dota and we all started talking about dota and in the end we only talked a bit about POA then we continued talking about dota so we really just talked about dota all the way. pretty much.

me: hey is anti mage powerful?
mf: Yea very powerful, why?
me: IM MAGINA - ANTI MAGE!
mf: uhh...

T_T

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i've been playing a lot of chess lately.

i know im awesome :)

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ahh everyone moody moody moody
JOIN THE BLUR DUCKIES SQUAD VACANCY: 10 left!

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lol
cool right

2009-05-17T16:03:00.001-07:00

glad that you're ok :D

mf, prob 1 solved xD

2009-05-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

Epik High - One 05.15.09 SF Concert

WOOHOO EPIK HIGH FTW. credits to yiinshin for this video :D

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K.Will is pretty awesome too
this album is pretty much all about love songs :D very soothing v slow very nice XD

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Mood: Super sian'd, dun feel like doing anything. basically nua.

i wonder if nua is contagious...
mmm

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Lets have a week review... again :D

Sunday: Woke up at 9 today with a terrible headache. had breakfast and was prep to go for maths tuition when my cher called. apparently the 2 ladies forgot tht today have tuition. sam was still sleeping and cassandra was MIA. >.< nt that i blame them. 10.30am on sunday is pretty taxing. sry :( stayed there till 1.30 completing algebra questions and number sequence questions. horrible stuff

Sunday Part 2: Came back and ate instant noodles. studied POA for 2 hrs till around 4 and went to nap for a while...feeling really unhappy and sian'd for no reason. sry sarah today really very sian.

Saturday : STUDY AHHHHH did poa paper 1 for coral sec :D feeling uber confident!

Friday : Didnt go for eng tuition cos i needed time to sleep and rest up for saturday and sunday chiong study. they went for cheesecakes and coffee without me T_T

Thurs : haha flung my maths but phy was actually quite OK. this is rather surprising.

Wed : Damn worried for my chem...quite hard

k dont feel like continueing alr
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thanks ming fong kun/san and sarah for talking to me abt my problems. especially sarah for having to endure my emoness and mf for having to listen to stuff that he probably alr know.

lurbx euux gaiis
i tried my v best to type in the w0rxher lang.

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i have to say tis. 2ne1 is disgusting, foul. well they're new so i'll see if their future works are better...Lolipop was OK cos mainly for Big Bang. Fire was just plain disturbing...

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I hereby declare my love for the following Korean group/artists

- Epik High
- MC Mong
- Big Bang
- Se7en
- SG Wannabe
- Davichi
- Wonder Girls
- Clazziquai
- K.WILL
- M.A.C.
- Park Hyo Shin
- DBSK
- Howl

wow thats quite a lot of them xD

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TMR LAST PAPERS JIAYOU CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG

2009-05-16T07:07:00.001-07:00

11-year-old Young Girl Forced Into Restroom By 50-year-old Government Official Man

faggots these days.

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2009-05-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

不能说的秘密 - Secret

totally obsessed with this song man. .

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today plretty much sucked. i spent 30mins sleeping in history paper i was like. wake up. WHOA SO REFRESHED! *sleep again*. zai. i see raymond like keep writing keep writing so zai then he told me he only wrote 3 paragraphs for his question 1d) which was supposed to havce like 7 paragraphs. lol

break time we went to a pavillion outside the library to study chem for a bit. Potassium Dichromate (VI) changes from orange to green in colour when something is added. i cant rmb cos i dumped everything out after the exams :D mf pulled out the fish look-alike table tennis paddle and forgot to put back into his bag. luckily after exams he searched for it and we found it back at the pavillion. lol temasekians so guai nv steal siol.

chem paper pretty much knew a lot of things except for QA which im sure everyone died there. I FREAKING DID ALL 3 SECTION C QUESTIONS! Q9 10 11! SHIT LAH and i was like rushing thru everything cos i thought need to do all 3 -.- eff my life.

after chem we went to Aston's to eat. 5 of us ordered Teriyaki Chicken. kaiting solo go eat black pepper fish haha. when my order came, they gave me rice as side dish when i asked for mashed potato. gale told me to go ask to change and the waitress say the rice will be complementary since it was a mistake. :D thanks gale :DD. THANKS ASTON! haha. so i got a free $1.80 mash potato. the rice, fries and potato was damn nice lah. so was the chicken chop, but a bit too small :X

the guys (kt, ys, gale, raymond, wesley) came over to my place and played table tennis. i left to study after getting them the room. then sent them out again after they're done. that was only like what, 30mins?

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MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG
TMR IS PHY AND MATHS
just studied over the phone wif ys. hope everything can go well and that mahts paper wont be so retardedly hard.

thanks ah sar for the words of encouragement
thanks russ for going thru stuff and encouraging me too

hammy seemed kinda sick today. mmm
gonna call her tmr.

yup.

ok thats all folks!

2009-05-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

張韶涵-親愛的，那不是愛情

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

▓ 李泽昊
张韶涵 - 亲爱的那不是爱情

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

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woke up at 6 wanting to see the sunrise but it was raining...so i went back to sleep xD

today studied maths...but didnt manage to complete a lot of chapters...

2009-05-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

-The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn't said.

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feel like blogging all of a sudden...a lot of things has happened for the past few days and i want to write/type it out so that i will not forget.

like hell i will.

i have to stop falling asleep in the afternoons..
and today is really not productive...havent studied a single shit and im having 4 exams on wed and thurs. damn. its totally not enuff time to go thru everything for Hist Chem Maths Phy. i know i'll screw up history so hope that at least i can die a bit less horrible. chem and phy is a MUST to get B3 at the very least. maths i really hope to get a B4. POA can just go eff itself. im pretty confident for my languages.

_ _ _ _ i hate stress.

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Friday - POA exam was AWESOME! i revised everything that came out! and just after i finished my TPL BS, i got mental block. cant remember a single shit about Controls and principles and what not. so out of 4 questions i am only able to fully complete...1 question.

after exam rh changed pants wif jonathon cos he got caught for it and needed a new pair of pants to show LIM. lol renhao look damn weird in skinny cos his pants were too small for his legs...

went out to bedok to eat chicken rice with amelia tiap benj and mf. we waited for a v long time for bus 14, and just after we decided to walk to another bus stop, 229 came. and we're too far from the bus stop to catch it. waited for like 20mins+ for the damn 14 and finally it came. saw mujahid. the chicken rice was damn nice lah! $4 only leh. quite filling. lol benj was eating until like vacuum cleaner like that. amelia was like whoa benjamin u nv eat for 1 accounting period isst. lol go out with them v fun, always got something funny happen 1.

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lol hammy damn high last nite lah. keep shouting something about chocolate and whatnot. btw hammy, popping is way hotter lor pls :D

ahh you ah...dun always feel so down. guys who make girls upset are not worth it.
make peace, not war.
*peace face :D*
btw no ham for u tonite.

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new found passion of drinking Pokka Premium Milktea! it sucks but it is the closest thing i can find to geniune Milktea cos im too lazy to brew tea myself. yea. so u guys can give it a try. i think it taste like...Teamilk more than Milktea. cos the milk smell covers the tea...:(

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i like to listen to MC Mong when im studying.

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More random stuff

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Damn pissed man... dont know why everything bad is confirm i do 1. zai. blame the pimple face, u cant get it wrong man. confirm is the pimple face do 1. see his pimples know liao. sure that guy. no mistaking it, pimple faces are bad ppl. stay away from him.

seriously hate it damn a lot when ppl dun find out properly then think im in the wrong. u got proof i nothing to say right. imagine someone just random come up scold u bitch.

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donno why today like damn pissed off. maybe im holding everything back and releasing it out today.

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i still havent studied.

so many chapters of phy to study.
so many chapters of chem to study
so many chapters of maths to study
so many countries of history to study

and its alr 3.32pm when i finished typing till here.

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ahh...

2009-05-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

梁山伯與茱麗葉

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
iloveyou
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

what a lovely song

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what a horrible week. lets have a week recap like i always do.

Thursday : Tried to study POA for the frigging whole day but nothing seem to get inside my head. i guess im just not cut out to do POA. i can do POA if it is right after its being taught, for at least 2 days. then it just kinda dies...it sucks so much...

6 points for O's is seemingly ridiculous now that i look at it.

Wednesday : lol went to sch at 9, took temperature (this reminds me, my thermometer is still screwed, need to get a new 1 tmr morning). Chinese paper 1...i finished my Yin Yong Wen and slept for god knows how long. i woke up and did my essay. lol huiying lent me her dictionary and i didnt think i need it until i got brainlock with the simplest of words. thanks. then Chinese paper 2....according to wyn i was rushing thru everything until the comprehension where i slept for a while....and then i continued chionging...and sleeping. i actually wrote Himalaya on my exam script and cancelled it just before handing it in. i have no frigging idea why i always sleep during exams...its so frigging boring and there's this serious aura around everyone. lol.

Wednesday Part 2 : after chinese papers, Ben, Jia Jie, Me Renhao Wyn and vera sat outside library and study for SS. honestly i was just trying to get all the formats right before the exam. and wyn was damn funny..but cant rmb what he did. renhao's explanation of SS was quite interesting.

Rh: Ok, so your first inference is that Jia jie and Wyn are both students of temasek. Jia jie is a boy (2nd inference), Wyn is a girl (3rd inference). Jiajie wears long pants to school while Wyn wears skirt to school. Thus this shows that Jia jie is a boy and Wyn is a girl. However, Wyn is later proven to be a boy too, because he wore a skirt to school just to piss off the principal.

best. explanation. ever.

Screwed SS pretty much. i probably will get 40+ so i need 60+ on history and its pretty hard and impossible but i understand Hist more than SS, will give it my best shot.

Tuesday :A normal day at school. First period was SS and mrs ng tried her best to cover everything that we didnt understand or forgot...she's a pretty good teacher besdies the fact that she's a bit mood swingish sometimes. Slept during maths cos was so bloody tired. and during POA too. dont know why i never sleep during Chinese before...mmm...interesting. i think mdm yeo is damn pissed off wif me tho. she's definitely gonna say "oh serve u right lor, sleep in class of cos fail lah" for my POA. note to self: never sit in the front row during POA...its so effing hot in the front row and the lights are not working so its damn dark and humid and so good for sleeping....hey its not my fault ok. :(

Tuesday Part 2: after recess we had ss again and tried to do as much ss as we can...my long long answer only got L2/2. >.< oh well... after lessons we stayed back in school and played basketball... i treated it as a way of destressing...wyn's getting quite good at basketball and its effing hard to steal from anyone anymore. i dunno whether is cos they're used to my movement or icos im becoming slower or anything. oh well...i know for one that mf alr see thru everything i have :(

Tuesday Part 3: went home changed and went straight to tuition. Ordered pizza and waited for mom to come back from thailand.

Monday : Didnt go to school cos wasnt feeling well. renhao called me in the morning to wake me up. thanks for remembering lolol. went to see the doc and she told me i just overexhaust myself. i was like ok...didnt know i was so fragile. damn... went over to sheriel's at 4 and studied and studied..sorta xD. her beanbags are very comfty! stayed for dinner and darrell joined us studying (but in actual fact we kinda played around more than anything). i hope u dun screw up ur hist darrell. lovely ppl.

Sunday : was supposed to send mom off to the airport but she didnt wake me up to let me sleep more. woke up at 8am and got myself some breakfast (banana cake and milk). studied SS (didnt help much i realise) and then tried to study and study. was talking to hammy and sarah all the way. lol now i have 2 friends who talk on te same frequency as i do :D

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i'll express my immense dislike for POA by saying this

I _ _ _ _ing HATE POA

take a guess.

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hammy cheer up ok? dont keep nuaing :|

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no 1 ever tells me aything that happens in class... oh well.

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lalala gonna screw up my paper tmr! probably have to save it with paper 1 next week. damn i hate exams. so much stress...

2009-05-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

ahhh...long time since i blogged properly.
i wont be surprised if no 1 is reading anymore :D
oh well i'll write for myself
i <33 myself

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Ben and i at the T3 playground...as usual i look ridiculous in pics so...yea...im the 1 on the right in case anyone's wondering.
[credits to mf for the pic]

yea thats the airport thing.

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Ytd was english paper 1 + 2 + sci practs. during paper1 and 2 i was basically freezing my butt off and my runny nose hadnt cleared up much so i was sniffing and doing my paper. its a wonder my paper didnt get smudged wif mucus. eww.

sci pract was a killer. i finished the chem pract and moved on to phy pract and i realised that i know nothing about what was going on. i just put the weigh all around the ruler and tried to get readings that look OK and not weird. and after the pract benedict asked me. hey larry did u minus off the zero error? i was like holy shit got zero error on the spring balance?! *checked* NOOOOO GOT 0.1 ERROR SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!

yea...thursday sucked quite a bit

went over to sheriel's place before tuition...russell was bushed so didnt really do much.

tuition...yea...

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2009-04-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

bleh. typing this before i go to sleep...been sniffing for the past few hours i think im sick alr...>.<

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ytd was the 2nd day of the self imposed "study before playing" scheme. doing quite well without silkroad, but its only the 2nd day so we'll see...

studied a bit and basically chatted away the afternoon with sarah. see? im mentioning u in my blog, unlike u. tsk.

today woke up with a sore throat...probably the lack of water from last nite :|

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ytd went down to wait for sheriel's dad and bro to pick me up to go to sentosa for the BoA Family Day thing. studied a bit on the way to pick sheriel and her mom up. horrible stuff, studying is.

drove to sentosa and had fun trying to figure out where the beach parking lot was.

gonna stop here first cos my eyes are getting really really painful and i really need rest...continueing tmr.

2009-04-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

lol i realised i didnt really post for the past week so here's a post to revive this dead blog

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Week recap

Friday: Start the day off with chem, the class keep trying to scam ms farhanah that it was ALIVE lesson and not chem, and we like spent 10mins on that. I REMEMBER LIMITING REAGENT OK! then it was...maths but mrs lim didnt come. the guys played Big 2 until obama came on his rounds. ben damn funny, go take yiinshin's higher chinese text and started to act studying, i was like, u know this this this not? tested eh! then he's like ohhh what is this word oh oh oh. damn funny xD. Did a compre test during chinese, i think i scored pretty OK... recess rh and mf didnt want to eat so i go solo :| and history was quite vexing cos cant remember a single douche from last year >.< revising is high on the list.

Friday Part 2: went over to tanah merah MRT wif benjamin vera benedict gale kaiting yiinshin tiap mingfong and raymond to catch a train to airport to study, but im just going for lunch. had fun along the way. the guys were dragging wesley and trying to get him to go to airport wif us and wesley was literally cleaning the floor wif his butt xD. i think benjamin now scared of me singing alr HAHA.

Friday Part 3: reach airport and went over to T3 B2 to eat lunch. decided on Popeyes. i passed my $5 but afterwards dunno where it go :(((((. but the guys were so nice to lend me money to buy lunch :D tyvm! lurbxx euu guyss. mf was telling everyone about kallang KFC's free flow of drinks and told benedict to do the super enlightened look. instead ben gave a sort of disgusted look (cant remember, but it was uber spastic). the chicken was super nice and the fries was super nice and the biscuit was my fav. and the meal was only for a whooping $7.40! damn ex but damn nice :D.

Friday Part 4: kaiting and tiap went to get a trolley and we all put our bags onto it, then gale sat ontop of my bag. 1 fart and its all overrrrrrrrrrrrr. there was this colouring station with stencils or smth, and we all wasted a lot of paper (and time) there xD kaiting was colouring this multicolour stuff and mf folded his into a paperplane and named it Hong Kong or smth. the best part is benedict said: go to HK! and the plane flew directly at me. FML >_> went to the viewing mall afterwards but it was alr 3+ so i went back home. reached home like 4++ slept a while and woke up at 5.30. ate dinner and rushed over to sheriel's

Friday Part 5: tuition tuition tuition....i passed my comprehension this time round :D

Thursday: quite slack

Wednesday: didnt go to sch :| missed laksa day NUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Tuesday: Mrs ng didnt come to sch, so we had double free period, plus a-maths free period makes 3 hrs of free period :D a lot of people werent in class as well, the CO ppl had SYF and some ppl were sick so only left 19 ppl in class. but it was quite fun to have a smaller class cos can bond more easily i think. the worst thing is...during chinese, i was the only 1 from 4/4 at the AV theatre. the teacher was counting ppl who were there, and asked in chinese: 4/4 please raise up ur hand. i was the only 1 there. and i had to answer the questions on my own...super paiseh lah >.< raymond went home cos sick, and benji didnt come sch at all :( At CCA me and kenny fixed up all the videos and edited everything. awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now we're off the hook :D

Monday: cant rmb much from monday :|

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going to sentosa with sheriel and her family for family day tmr... donno what to expect/anticipate so im keeping a neutral mindset. but still trying to persuade my mom cos apparently she forgot all about it. so had to convince her all over again. damnit.

and these few days still have been sleeping very late cos i am bored and dun want to go to sleep, and also cos sarah always do work till v late...and all the pimples are coming out again nooooo damnit!
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i want to go sing K again, im hooked xD

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English + Sci Pract exams - 30 april
SS exam - 6 May
my birthday - 20 oct
O levels - 26 oct

damn this sucks

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darling next time dont sleep so early leh! i v bored nw :|

2009-04-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

TADA!

the 3rd episode for the video that i made for my CCA.
credits to raymond and kenny too xD

2009-04-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

Anyband TPL on Piano - BoA Xiah Tablo Bora

sickest. piano. cover. ever.

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2009-04-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

lol miss farhanah's bday celebration on thursday. so fun! we bought 2 cakes, cos they didnt realise the first cake was not halal so miss farhanah cannot eat it. we acted as though ali hit me and i was injured and crying outside the class, then everyone shun ali and something like that. miss farhanah was alr on the 3rd floor when we talked abt the plan, so we quickly put it into action. according to wyn, miss farhanah's reaction was like very stun tio when she heard the news, and she looked at me she thought i was crying xD yay hurray for awesome acting skills.

then this jealous cher came over to kacau us cos i think no 1 want to celebrate bday with her. our enthu level was like super high, but after she came in to scold, we're all like. sian lah that effing bitch. she even brought out mr sara and try to scare us. hello, mr sara said no celebration in the canteen, not the classroom. u either dun understand english or u just plain stupid. bitch sia.

the celebration was an overall awesomeness. then stayed up with her until damn late cos she had to finish her zuowen. 2am i think.

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lol today we had a fashion show of some sort, which includes renhao ys and gale wearing ties and rh was trying to act cute xD. uploading the pics later.

after schh went over to bedok's cash studio to sing karaoke. omg amelia and benj sing damn nice lah, amelia can sing till damn high and benji can sing quite uniquely. raymond's quite good too. Note to self: must make tiap and mf sing the next time round :D

today in sch really damns slack lor. alive i was nodding and not listening to the instructor, while maths. no teacher :D.

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ecsro is fun :D awesomeness

target: 426130
current: 22886

426130 - 22886 = a lot of sp

estimated around...2months to complete farming, so im not gonna farm
lol pwnt

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i wanna apologise to ppl who (if) i have hurt by saying things too casually or too mean-ly.
i oso wanna apologise to those ppl who dont like me. if u dont like me cos of what some people might have said, u shld get airholes drilled ur skull.

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very tired. will try to get my mom to let me go to rocio's bday party tmr.

uploading more pics later tonite. tata~

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"now u are just making me confused..."

2009-04-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

hello everyone im back to revive this dead blog.
omg mid year is less than 3-4 weeks away...and im not done revising at all (ok havent start yet actually -.-)

ok so lets have a look at the things i gotta do...

1. Study Maths
2. Study POA
3. Study Physics and Chem
4. Study Combined Human

this will do for now...

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mom's flying off to bangkok tmr morning, but with all the things happening in Bangkok just today, im really quite worried...dad is flying there to meet mom too...so >.<>.<>.< my firefox keeps hanging on me OMG STOP HANGING LAH -.- so pek cek alr.

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been looking at phones for the past week. my dad told me that he'll get me a new phone by june, cos my motorola razr is really the shittest shit in the history of phones. it cant take pics, it cant play music, it cant even connect to the comp. what good is it for?! omg. nothing. sarah's picked out a few phones for me

W995 (SE)
C901 (SE)
N85 (nokia)
N79 (nokia)
5800 (nokia)

pretty good phones with pretty good functions. im looking to buy either w995 when it comes out or N85 if HK is cheaper.

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im super hyped up!
im tired now -.-

gotta reformat my notebook soon, its getting really laggy and i hope i dun find virus inside...>.<

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been playing sro for the past month, pretty good cos i can study while it bots itself. yes im a botter xD its a very good game!

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mf we'll get ur bag someday :D just now this week. or nxt week. maybe after exams? :)
i need a new bag too. i want a crumpler! :D

speaking of crumplers it reminds me that i need to save up money so that i can buy more clothes and things that i like, like crumpler :D

Week recap!

Sunday: nothing much...just lazed around

Saturday: lazed around too lol, chatting with darling

Friday: Supposed to shoot video wif raymond but it was cancelled, so lazed around -.-

Thursday: lol interesting day. Spent the 2hrs of a-maths listening to music and trying nt to fall asleep so she cant find excuse to scold me -.-. then went to the hall for some career talk and stuff like that, but i had a stomachache during recess and spent the rest of the talk trying to hold in the pain. jiajie was adding "tits" to everyone's name so it sounds really funny

Larry Lam Hon Tits
Jia Tits

so on so forth

went home cos the stomachache was really quite bad. slept for a while and felt quite OK...but start feeling a bit feverish during tuition. went to galare to chat after tuition till 12am or smth. awesome xD

Wednesday: 3 rounds around the sch, i ran 8min 25 sec! compared to the 8m47s i got last week it was a major improvement. previously i got...9m3s :D not bad right xD. then raymond banged into the railing and got a bad cut. ouch...>.< LAKSA DAY :D

Tuesday: CCA...first time me and raymond actually was serious abt doing some work. but unfortunately we cant do much since we dont have camera to take pics with, or a basketball to shoot film for. so pretty slacked. was talking to kenny abt something that i forgot about what it was -.-

Monday: as usual, cant rmb a shit abt monday

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Epik High is sexy :D i love tablo's voice ^^

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darling stop watching skin now. its bad for ur health.

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ok thats it for now :)
darling seriously talk to me :D

2009-04-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

[MV] ANYBAND - Talk Play Love & Promise U

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ytd went to watch confessions of a shopaholic with sheriel and russell. met up wif sheriel at bedok MRT before making our way to orchard. sheriel, its definitely ur phone slow, nt mine :D. Went up to cineleisure to find that there're only side seats...but russ said its a good show so we went ahead to watch even tho we had to tilt our neck to the left thruout the movie. it was a good movie, v funny :D u guys shld watch it.

walked around orchard, inside and outside. then we went to ngee ann and around paragon. stuff like that

RUSS AND SHERIEL U GUYS CANT RMB MY BDAY

2009-04-02T12:33:00.000-07:00

Save Your Last Dance For Me OST: Give My Love (Korean Ver.)

2009-03-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

jon just sent me pics for the march hols' study/squash/tuition/movie friday. as you can see i really study ok. dun doubt me xD

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today was super hardcore tired. i dun want to do homework at all...nothing much to blog abt except some random shit on Grey's Anatomy...xD

2009-03-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

2009-03-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

方大同-三人游

有些話妳選擇不對他說　
妳說某種脆弱　我才感同身受
我永遠都願意當個聽眾　
安慰妳的痛　保護著妳從始至終

就算妳的愛　屬於他了　
就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

有些話我選擇保持沉默　
別把實話說破　隱藏我的寂寞
妳的情緒依然把我牽動　
躲在妳心中　角落的心事我能懂

就算妳的愛　屬於他了　
就算妳的手　他還牽著
就算妳累了　我會在這

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

不知道　不知道　不知道　
爲什麼　爲什麼　我的愛
我的愛還留不住妳的離開　
卻總在　等待著妳回來

一人留　兩人憂　三人遊　
悄悄的　遠遠的　或許捨不得
默默的　靜靜的　或許很值得　
我還在某處守候著
說不定這也是一種　
得不到的　卻美好的
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已經夠了

至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已經夠了

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first day of school after the hols, feel so sian.

nearly fell asleep during chem. and english. and poa. and history. but i was surprisingly awake during physics, awkae enuff to witness the blunder of Mr Yeo. apparently he's trying to explain about the Maxwell CORKSCREW theory to us, but he was obviously thinking about something else, and he spelt CORK as COCK and he was making this hand motion like rubbing the "metal". Wyn pointed out the mistake and everyone started laughing, mr yeo paiseh to the max xD

wyn maybe ur test will get 5 marks off for no reason xD

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i think cos its the first day of sch, everyone seem super restless. mf was kinda emo/quiet from the start of the day, but ben and rh found fun laughing at my hair. dude its cool ok. vera's absent, and benj went home after recess for some reason.

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im sick of everyone treating me like a kid. im tired going along with everyone's jokes about HK. it got lame ages ago.

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wake up losers.

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feeling super resentful cos some of my so-called friends dont even know what kind of person i really am. i dun know if i sld be feeling sad or angry or anything anymore. i know i shld stop thinking about these things but it just bugs me quite a bit cos...i feel so...alone.

2009-03-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i blogged about anything so before i sleep today im going to blog a bit.

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【Aqua Timez】 - 【STAY GOLD】

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i was suddenly reminded that i have to go for surgery for my arm after O levels...such a depressing thought lah...i remember the last time i went for surgery, the intern doc used a needle as long as a fishbone to draw blood for sampling. i was like dude are u sure u know what u're doing? he didnt reply, and the next time i know, there was blood on the bed that i was sitting on, and my blood was like dripping on the floor and bed. the doc was like, its ok iknow what im doing, chill boy chill, cos basically i was starting to freak out from the pain and the blood. he didnt know like he knew what he was doing. after the tramautic blood drawing, i was wheeled into the operating theatre, which was damn cold and damn scary and damn...cold. i was shivering like nobody's business while they set up all the equipments. the anestesianist (serious spelling mistake) injected something into my veins and told me to count to 10. i counted to 20 and i was still awake, so she injected soemthing else. and i was out by 0.1.

p.s. surgery sucks. i lay in bed for 3 days and didnt want to shit or bath or do anything besides sleep.

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Lets have a week recap shall we?

Saturday - Went to Airport T2 mac to study wif ys. there was a lot of ppl there studying, i think most of them are from JCs. we started studying at 11 and ended off at 4.30. i studied 2 chapts of phy and Periodic table for chem before starting to stone and drift off. we saw a lot of dunman sec kiddies making super lot of noise, and there're some wh-res sitting a few tables in front laughing like...wh-res. damn wh-res.

Friday - woke up at 8.30 to get ready for squash wif russ and sheriel and jon. squash is quite fun besides the fact that my wrist hurt quite a bit when i swing at the ball. we started at 10 and my shirt was totally soaked within the first 30mins. way to go larry. russ's tuition teacher mr ong came to play wif us too, and jon won mr ong in the game. i think i improved a bit. looking forward to the next game.

Friday Part 2 - went up to bath and eat lunch (2 bowls of instant noodles + sausages) and then rushed over to jon's house to study with sheriel and jon before eng tuition. i actually studied 1 chapt of phy (magnetism) before playing wii (bleach again). the game is like super special awesome. btw sheriel, nice dress :)

Friday Part 3 - went to eng tuition tgt late, due to the fact that i was hogging wii and jon had to go bath before tuition. after doing some (actually very little) work we packed up and waited to go to Kallang Leisure park in mrs lai's cute van, but her husband was using it so we had to wait. and wait till like 6.45+ then he arrived. and i had to say THE VAN RIDE WAS THE BEST RIDE EVER. russell was sitting up front and Ee Man (hope i got ur name correct), chong, sheriel jon and i squeezed at the back of the van, but there's actually quite a bit of space. sheriel was wearing a dress and the seat was quite smooth, so she kept sliding back onto the floor whenever mrs lai hits the brake or start the van. poor thing. so in the end chong changed place wif sheriel to prevent her from sliding anymore.

Friday Part 4 - caught the movie Hotel For Dogs. slightly retarded, a bit cute and funny. half the time i talking to jon abt some nonsensical chocolate policeman on motorcycle getting eaten up by the dogs. and M&M's and chocolates. had some yoghurt at the Yoguru shop and bought Subway for dinner. the trip back to nallur road in the van was AWESOME. me chong and jon had the back to ourselves, and we kept waving to the cars behind us like lunatics, and a few cars changed lane cos of us. i hid my body and slowly raised my hand on the glass like some zombie. damn fun lah xD. i was waving to a motorcyclist and he rubbed his eyes and stared at me like some alien. haha.

Friday Part 5 - didnt feel like going home so i walked up and down the street with jon while eating my Subway stuff. cant rmb what we talked abt but it was quite fun.

damn. friday was a long day.

Thursday - had dental appointment to replace the broken hook at my molars. after that went home to get my stuff before going over to russ's place. studied from 11 to 4+, did a total of 2 to 3 chapts (wave properties, EM spectrum and a bit of Magnetism). pretty good for someoone who doesnt study at all. i so need to get higher marks for physics if i were to keep to my goal of getting B3 for sci. half the time while i was at russ's place he was playing comp opposite me, but his study room is very good for ...studying and i actually remember stuff that i studied that day.

EM waves...do stuff.... yea...

ok maybe not. but i did quite a lot of work there, so im nt complaining. he oso lent me his WC3 disc which...i have yet to return him. whops.

Wednesday - woke up at 7 and remembered that i have chem remedial. reached sch at 7.45 and saw that the classroom was locked and empty, so went to sleep at the library. walked up to the classroom at 7.55 again and saw quite a lot of ppl waiting outside the classroom already. miss farhana bought a cake from some place (gale said its expensive) and everyone had a slice of it, and its for the ppl whose birthday was from jan to march. apparently gw and mf are the oldest in class. during remedial rh amelia and wyn were talking about skipping maths remedial, and mrs farhana was like, huh? mrs lim said maths remedial cancelled cos she's feeling unwell. so much for skipping remedial lol. spent the rest of the day playing chess and listening to some weird music i found on utube.

Tuesday - slack day, didnt do anything much at all

Monday - went to jon's house to study with russell. not quite productive, we played wii after only one hour of studying. i did a bit of physics but the beckon of the wii was too great and i played till like 6+. russell was filling in the notes for the piano pieces i lent him, and sheriel came at around 5+ after her band. she was like so tired that she just sat there and stared at the TV screen while we played.

Sunday - Slack day if im not wrong.

Saturday - Squash day! played squash with the peeps and ate lunch wif sheriel and jon at mac.

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my week had been super packed and super fun. best. holiday. ever. since. dec. -end.

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tmrw's the last day of holiday, i so dont want to go back to sch...and ever since i went to the airport i feel like goign to other countries for holiday. sian.

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so many things happening in the class and ppl's like having some sort of guard around each other. i love my class, every lessons' fun because of them, so i hope tht it'll get better. i dunno, its just what i feel.

im still slightly troubled by my emotions. no matter how many times i tell myself tat its impossible, its just kinda hard to forget someone completely this way, and its quite tiring. mmm i think there's white hair growing damnit.

and to ppl who think im stupid, im just too lazy to think, so shut up.

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parents can be so overbearing sometimes...i dunno what to do to get them off my back. do well for eng and chinese and they keep harping on other subjects, and when i fail english and pass the ones i didnt do well before, they'll keep nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging and nagging AND nagging. today after i got home, my mom asked me what did i study. and after dinner she told me to go in to study again. i've been studying nonstop for 5 hrs gimme a break... study so much but nothing go in oso a waste of time right...-.- i dun understand what they are thinking lah zzz

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i so need to go song hunting soon, maybe tmr i'll do it.

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sarah just got back from nanjing. yay chat buddy.

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haiz. such complicated feelings. i know. and i tried. and i crash and burnnnnnnnn~

2009-03-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

Bleach OST 3 - 10. ESCALON

2009-03-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

2009-03-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

Urban Legend ER

College Humour. Best in business.

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this past week is full of shit and fun. mostly fun. and shit.

Week Review

Thursday: tried very hard nt to fall asleep during physics. i failed. slept for like 2mins dreaming about someone calling me judy and i was like telling the person what the hell. and i woke up to find that i wrote wth wth wth on my paper. learned about magnetism today.

Thursday Part 2 : had kt listen to korean music, im slowly converting everyone to listen to kpop :D and after sch we stayed back to hear about the results. i had a look at the class results and i got 1st for english and 2nd for chinese! woohoo :D class position 18, same as benedict lol. very happy sia didnt expect to get first for eng :D came home after sch and slacked till now. so glad that its march hols now. slacknation.

Wednesday: P.E. was effed. HE saw some of us cut across the field while running 4 rounds around the field before games, and everyone had to do suicide runs and the last 3 had to do push ups. then we had to do runs again cos apparently we were slow at gathering. more push up victims. then wyn and ali got singled out and HE asked them if they think the guys were able to tank the punishments. wyn said he believed in the class, and HE made us do like, a lot of push ups, but i thought that wyn said the right thing. even though the outcome is more push ups, i thought that it was worth it. after the punishment, raymond nearly collapse and had to rest for a while before he could see properly. benji had a more serious case...he had difficulty breathing, need summon ambulance, haiz. i think HE was uber scared that he'd get sued or smth.

Wednesday Part 2: Laksa day :D me and mf bought laksa right after counselling session cos we had to go up to chiong homework, ps rh nv wait for u. i've been spending a lot of money these days... amelia had me do something for her. u ah. tsk. no remedial for the day cos ms farhanah gotta go for some course or something. oh yea, raymond and i forgot to go for CCA duty again. crap.

Tuesday: i hate tuesdays. cos got CCA and tuition. crappy. assembly was even crappier. some interpretive dance that ppl just walk around doing some ridiculous hand gestures.

Monday: cant remmeber anything form monday -.-

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nubbie u better miss me horh.

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ahh. school holidays. such a nice and refreshing feeling. dont have to worry about homework and waking up at 6am and being late and pimples and dogs and gods and butterflies and whirlpools and snake skins and random shits.

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its official, i effing need new pants.

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2009-03-08T10:01:00.001-07:00

Funniest Shit EVER

2009-03-07T05:58:00.001-08:00

its official
i need more pants

Recruitting!
- ppl to go shopping with me.

gays are welcomed.

2009-03-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

F.I.R.-雨樱花

yes my friends, larry is listening to chinese songs. surprised?

雨后落下一地的忧伤
溶化偷偷想你的伪装
落叶排成思念的形状
我撑着伞不去看

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

lalala...

樱花飘落背后的幽雅
藏着一句说不出的话
窗外吹着无语的牵挂
轻轻吹动我头发

如此的爱你
花刺痛的伤
我不想抵抗
该要如何学会隐藏

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

傻傻的微笑表情却无法言语
偷偷的像是记忆里幸福的相机
轻轻的呼吸身边有你的空气
我还记得你说樱花很美丽

不愿意再轻易从你身边离去
不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨
不放弃心中刻下了永远爱你
你说我和你都为了此刻着迷

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after the comp-less 2 days im finally back. Dell has excellent customer service, i'll give it to them. computer quality...mmm...sucks.

the technie came over to my house to fix my computer and told me that he had been changing motherboards all day...seeing that all the Dell motherboards are really horrible. he said that he had not encountered a new problem (other than motherboard malfunction) for like a month alr. this says a lot about Dell's motherboard quality.

did i mention dell sucks?

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finally friday's here...lets have a week overview shall we...?

Friday - had a talk with Lao Da and he asked me about how am i and stuff like that. then came chem lesson...shit lah i feel so bad towards Miss Farhanah cos she'd been trying so hard to help us but we are like so slack and didnt appreciate what she's doing for us...i think we'd been taking advantage of her kindness towards us and she was so sad that she cried in front of us... sian...

Friday part 2 - waited for mf before we went for recess. for some reason i thought everyone was a bit too quiet...its not like they'll tell me anytime soon...oh well... oh and turns out mf likes wondergirls too :D yay go K-pop. and stuff.

Friday part 3 - went home and waited for the technie to come fix my comp...now waiting to go for eng tuition.

Thurs - played basketball with mf and 4/3 ppl and i wasnt really in the mood of playing and i know that they wont really pass to me so i just slacked around. and i am really cursed with the fact that i keep hurting my thumb....this time i hit my right thumb. nice going larry. real nice.

Wed - PE was a bit retarded, since the PE cher is a little mental and made us do around...25+ pushup cos we're slow...mmm. circuit training wasnt as bad as before but i still get horrible muscle aches.

Tues - rh got back his ball (cant remember whether its mon or tues) from her. maybe cos she know his temper and decided to give in to him...cos she probably wont return it if it were my ball. im quite certain of that.

Mon - i have absolutely no recollection of what happened on monday. damn.

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it is official. marcus has bad luck with basketballs. here's the evidence

1. he threw the ball at someone on the phone, who cant catch it in time and it rolled to the road...and some truck ran over it BOOOOOOOM. there goes the ball.
2. rh was sitting with marcus and the DM confiscated the ball with no apparent reason. damn.

rh damn suay man...

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2009-03-03T04:36:00.000-08:00

my computer is dying after 2 years.
lesson learnt- never buy DELL computers cos they are cheap and really substandard.
reasons?
1. Vista lag like hell.
2. Dell put together really shabby computers. i had to call the technies to come fix it 3 times in te first month i bought my laptop. thats how bad it was
3. display driver cant handle the most basic games' graphics
4. although it has some good days, most of it is irritating.

pros of having a vista comp
1. pics editing is nt bad
2. easier to find files

yea...thats pretty much it -.-

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nothing much today...very pissed off without the computer issue. as im typing it still lagging. im scared that the screen will give up on me again soon...as it had done so jsut now -.-

2009-03-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

MC Mong - Disco+So Hot (Star Friend)

Lol in this show MC Mong sings one of his songs in a new way, and also dance to WonderGirls' "So Hot"! xD

2009-03-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

due to overwhelming requests to post, i'll post :)
ok actually only 3 ppl asked me to post but hell, who cares xD

hahaa.
a few days back i looked out of the window and saw a rainbow outside, it's been a while since i saw 1...and the last time i saw it was..probably 5 years back if im not wrong

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Review of the week:

Friday- EFFING RETARDED DAY I TELL U. First, we're waiting for Lao Da to come to class and rh was just bouncing the ball in class and this fag must come extra and scold him. wtf lah. think u big ah. then SHE walked past the class and saw the rh kena scolding, and demand from benedict for the ball. ben was trying to hide it at that time and she actually wanted to implicate ppl who are not involved in it if he didnt hand over it. wth lah.

Friday Part II- raymond and i had to stay back for some discipline matters for CCA cos apparently someone deleted work that the sec 2s did for the IT lessons and stuff, and it dragged on and on from 2 till 3.30 for just some minor issues...to me its quite minor lah...all in all its quite a waste of time

Friday Part III- tuition at 7 since mrs lai had to go on a date with her husband at 10 or smth. had dinner with russ and sheriel. the spaghetti was awesome mannnn.

Friday Part IV- reached home and found out that i had fever, damn smart -.- 38.5 degrees summore. spend the weekend in bed on the whole...damn it

Thursday- Some stuff happened in class involving someone spreading rumours. thats what i think...dun really care abt it anyway xD

Wednesday- PE WAS AWESOME! we were dividing ourselves into teams for basketball game when jiaxuan came over and asked us to join their game of captain's ball cos they were playing against sec 5 + 1s. the best thing was that upon hearing this, all the guys went to help the girls in the game lah. our class is damn united mannn :D and we were pwning the sec 5+1 like, 20+ to 5 or something xD. the other PE teacher (dunno what name) join the game on the sec 5+1 side, and he can jump super high lah, and his watch is sibeh hard. i was trying to block him and my thumb hit his watch. the skin under the nail started bleeding -.- ouch. but this game demonstrated the unity that our class has :D

Tuesday -CCA was crappy as usual, and raymond kenny go hide teacher's teaching stick in the cupboard and it went missing on wednesday, thus the discipline matters. lol but its damn funny cos there was this wooden rod that came out of nowhere on friday, and we insisted that it was the stick that mrs loke lost, just that someone filed it into a cylinder shape.

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This will be the rare post that i actually dun post an MV or song or lyrics TO a song. cos i cant find anymore good korean songs in this period of time. im so sad...>.<

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trying to sort out my emotions but it turned out a hell lot harder than i thought it will be. and stuff keep happening to the class so im always too occupied to settle my own issue.

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russ's leaving tmr 7am for HK and Shen Zhen, HAVE FUN! i know u'll love HK, cos i love HK too. We love hk~~ and remember to come back :)

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this week i've been thinking a lot abt my friends and i realise how lucky im to have such wonderful friends. so im dedicating the remainder of this post to u peeps who make my life such a sexy journey. P.S. Names are not listed in anyway to show biaseness. even if ur name is at the bottom i love u as much kk? xD

- ming fong
- geraldine
- russell
- sheriel
- renhao
- yiinshin
- benedict (you and ur 32.5)
- sarah and last but not least
- amanda

i love you guys. and i know u all love me too. right? RIGHT?!

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remember to support the retarded video featuring raymond and kenny address as follows: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=67741221896

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a tedious week ahead. tmr's the hist ppt on truman doctrine and marshall plan...and i cant find a much points on that topic. gg.

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gonna look for more korean songs now. ciao chublets :D

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im nt sure what im feeling anymore...

2009-02-20T20:13:00.000-08:00

MC Mong- Love you 'til I die

죽도록 사랑해

-cant find lyrics-

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super tiring week has past.

Week Recap:

Monday: no scoldings :D never fall asleep :D but during a-maths had to go with ms tng to another classroom. omg that was uber sucks...

tuesday: cant remember what i was doing...was dreaming i guess...

Wednesday: circuit training was effing hell. i have to train up my stamina cos i really suck at distance running...remedials were cancelled and 4/4 played against 4/3 basketball...we lost 38-40 :(

thursday: a-maths was copying physics chapter 17, punishment for getting to class late. he always get to class late we oso nv say anything...we late for once and he stare at us wth =.=

friday: super slack day lah omg (bim talk). didnt have chinese remedial and chem test was horrible. fell asleep midway during hist test but i think i did OK. really need to revise on chem alr :(

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i think my hearing is starting to fail...gotta listen to less music...-.- damn

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2009-02-18T05:08:00.000-08:00

Epik High - Paris (feat. Ji Sun of Loveholic)

[Bridge]
Oh (Faith) Oh Oh Oh (Destiny) Oh Oh (Love) 눈물을 막지는 못해
Oh (Faith) Oh Oh Oh (Destiny)
Oh Oh (Love) 시간을 멈추진 못해

[Song]
술에취해 숨소리조차 차가워 졌을때
어둠속에서 귓속에 속삭이는 그대
나 이제 날아가네 내 꿈속에서 미소와
그대란 작은 날개를 가졌으니...
나 이제 날아가네 내 꿈속에서 그대와...
차가운 이세상 다 등지고 날아가

[Tablo]
잊혀진 낙원을 등지고
찢겨진 날개를 숨기고 저
밤거리로 다 버리고
낮선 첫 발걸음도 망서리고
눈이부신 네온 불빛과
불현듯 내게 온 그림자
아무도 모르고
배고프고 가슴이 목을 조르고
황폐한 도시
내 두 손바닥에 큰 못이
이 곳이 타락의 메카
내 사랑이란 죄의 댓가
하늘이 버린 별, 운명도 어긴 걸
그대와 눈뜨고 숨쉬고 싶어
내 날개를 버린 걸...

[Mithra 진]
숨막혀 나 눈이 감겨
이 도시보다 숨이 차서
터져버릴듯한
내 심장을 움켜쥐니 타서
자꾸만 퍼지는 향기로
이성의 날개는 잘리고
검은 달빛을 삼키고
어두운 밤길을 달리고
그 어떤 말도 말고
안고 날아가 어디라도
후회로 갇힌 섬이라도
심장을 도려낼 벌이라도
받아 나 참고 견딜게
바다와 산도 널 위해
가를테니 하늘 땅안에
별이 될때까지 사랑해

[Mithra 진]
눈이 부신 붉은 태양
지금 너를 향한 내 맘
너무 간절한 너를 택한
내 사랑은 하늘을 배반
하지만 네 품안에 사는 나
땅에 누워 미소 찾는 나
또 다른 차원에 살아가
자라 새 날개로 날아가

[Tablo]
따라가리 저 땅 끝까지도
바다가 치는 거친 파도
팔과 다리 날개 꺾인대도
사랑하니까 불멸을 배신했죠
차가웠던 도시도 사막에도 꽃피고
다 등지고 가로등뒤로 너와 내 사랑은 숨쉬고

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WORSHIP EPIK HIGHHHHHH

2009-02-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

awesomeness

2009-02-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

林宥嘉 - 眼色

人面狮身的谜语
已经被解开
莎士比亚的对白
不再精彩
伊利莎白泰勒的眼眶
流下埃及艳后古老的眼泪
拜拜飞快而永远

只有身体在狂欢
心就没负担
耳朵被音乐塞满
抛向云端
没有什麼不能被改变
就像没有什麼值得被改变
一整夜眨眼一瞬间

谁来烧热我眼睛的黑色
谁能逃得出我的催眠
我会让你心甘情愿把一切都给我
只要看著我的双眼

谁来烧热我眼睛的黑色
谁能止得住我得乾渴
我会让你跌入深不见底的快乐
无法忘记我的双眼

只有身体在狂欢
心就没负担
耳朵被音乐塞满
抛向云端
没有什麼不能被改变
就像没有什麼值得被改变
一整夜眨眼一瞬间

谁来烧热我眼睛的黑色
谁能逃得出我的催眠
我会让你心甘情愿把一切都给我
只要看著我的双眼

谁来烧热我眼睛的黑色
谁能止得住我得乾渴
我会让你跌入深不见底的快乐
无法忘记我的双眼

无法忘记我的双眼

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Today went for BREAKOUT. and as rh and ys had said, IT WAS EFFING AWESOMEEEEEEEE *scream*

i am trying to remember the names of the character...
1. Gray
2. Dandy
3. Lumpy
4. Gundog

cant remember the other 2... but i love the guy who did popping. makes me want to learn oso. KENNY I WAN LEARN POPPING TOO! TEACH ME xD

the only flaw abt this show is that its a bit too short...:( went in at 3pm and came out at 4.21pm so sad that we had to leave the hall so early.

i realised that sheriel and russ wore very formal clothes...and i was wearing black shirt + jeans + MULTI COLOURED CONVERSE. its like...mommy and daddy bringing kiddie to watch performance at esplanade...>_>

got a sudden impulse to get a super good camera phone...so that i can take pictures wherever i go...i was totally hogging russ's phone to take pics cos i brought a fully charged but no SD card camera out....larry's smart -.-

we had Haagen Diaz after the performance...and our conversation shifted from tailored pants to eating insects. mmm...interesting... Note to Self: Don't go to Haagen Diaz...their stuff is super fattening and SWEET...overly sweet alr. we walked to Marina Square to play Pool, and i lost miserably to russell...mmm its ok i admit pool isnt my forte. haha

will upload pictures as soon as i get it from sheriel and russell's phones...good nite peeps :)

SUPPORT BREAKOUT! SUPPORT KOREAN CULTURE AND POP AND STUFF THAT HAS DO TO WITH KOREA! COS KOREA ROCKS. BIG TIME.

2009-02-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines Day nubbies :)

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Epik High - Fly

Translated Lyrics:

Isn’t it tough? (It’s tough) The cruel world
Will laugh at you behind your back
In front of the mirror ki gook ko
You’ll have to support yourself
Don’t know where to go
With one mistake, everything else will be lost
When your head is down, fold your hands
Spread your wings, you can fly
It’s morning when you open your eyes
The compass heads you toward the same direction
In this confident world around you
It’s not easy to kneel down and rest
Don’t forget what made you want this old dream
Elegant two arms, spread your wings, you can fly

You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
Fly (My Baby) No matter what the world says
Fly, fly, get em up high,
No matter what anyone says, go go
Fly (My Baby) Even if love leaves you behind
Fly, fly get em up high...
Fly, even if you’ve got nothing
You Can Fly, even if love abruptly leave you behind
You Can Fly, even when you’re suffocating from pain
You Can Fly You got to fly sky high!

When you open your eyes, there may not be any light
You may be a long distance away from your dream
It’s still hard to rest and breathe living my way
I turned away from reality
And still haven’t what I’ve been looking for
Don’t let a love you couldn’t receive
Bring you down, never die
Spread your wings, let’s go everybody, fly!

A lifetime dream being erased by sighs
Doors I’ve opened many times
I notice false hope when I open my eyes
Clean out the dust from every corner
Just as I thought, I’m a suitable competitor
Slowly I’ll make progress, why give up my dream?
Stay on firm ground and look far
Darker the night, brighter the stars will shine

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yup i'vent blogged for 1 week now.
feeling very lonely. mf, i want my free hugs, now.

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went to sheriel's sch for her sch's fiesta, where everything is 100% overpriced. chongwei & jon actually bought cups of ice blended drinks for...$3.... so ex lah omg, sheriel ur sch need so much money for wad?! and they were offering to dunk Mrs Ou Yang for $1000...like hell i'll pay lah zz

thanks for the fish-in-a-bottle sheriel, i love nemo.

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we had a mini bachelor party at russ's house. lol its totally last minute planned and i just realised that there were only guys there. we had pizza and we played Wii until 4+ then i realised that i cant bring the flowers sheriel gave us home, cos my mom will start thinking i have a gf (nt that i dont want 1...)...so rocio gets to keep them.

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TOMORROW IS BREAKOUT! AWESOMENESS ENHANCED x200. heard from renhao that it was "dam dam dam dam nice" (exact words)

yup. damn damn damn damn nice leh.

seriously cant wait to go to breakout! now im so assured that my 60+ dollars didnt go to waste xD

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Week Recap: what have i done for the past week?

1. Stone. a lot.
2. Play Basketball and miraculously go home uninjured.
3. Sleep. very little
4. Worry about Valentines Day and pimples.
5. Stare at the phone and wait for the person to SMS me. like that will happen
6. Look at the aircon
7. Wait for BREAKOUT to come :DD
8. Think of ways to dominate the world and get home before dinner.

yup. that was basically my week.

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mmm just remembered i was supposed to do research for history group work...something about marshall plan and truman doctrine... i think i'll get whacked if i dont do...mmm. i'll probably do it tmr :)

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i so need to add clothes to my wardrobe ever since 2 pairs of my pants got stolen. damn you pants-thief. i hope u get a wedgie wearing my pants.

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ok im tired, Valentines Day is a drag, but awesome. To all your lovers out there, stay loving. To all the single males, bachelor party anyone?

2009-02-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-02-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

Se7en!

EPIK HIGH!

BIG BANG!

Korean Craze.
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dont know why these few days feeling super tired, which will explain why i nv blog for the past...few days.

i need to sleep in 10mins time or i might as well dont go to sch tmr, probably will sleep during physics or smth. i suck at physics.

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ok that guy is seriously pissing me off.

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awesome, next week is the breakout performance @ esplanade! turns out the sch alr booked tickets for students and i just happen to buy the tickets like, 3 days before they announce the aesthetic outting. nub sch. but they are getting the restricted view seats on the 4th floor, so i guess i cant complain :)

and geraldine was like "OMG ITS A DANCE PERFORMANCE?!?!?" when i told her about Breakout. whops.

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epik high rocks

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ok im going to sleep alr. might post again tmr. remember to listen to kpop.
subliminal messaging ftw.

2009-02-01T07:25:00.001-08:00

Epik High - Ignition (ft. Na Yoon Kwon)

EPIK HIGH IS NOW OFFICIALLY MY 2ND FAVOURATE KOREAN BAND!

1st being big bang, of cos :D

2009-02-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

Pineapple tarts are the bombzxz.

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i'vent blogged in a while cos im seriously rotting in my room. thats how bored i am

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im shoving pineapple tarts like pineapple tarts. they are SUPER AWESOME!!! try some. now.
or u'll die. somehow.

now i'll tell u abt the past week at sch.

wednesday:
PE was damn lame cos the teacher was scolding the guys cos we didnt ask for permission from the sports captain, which we did. so we got scolded while in the pumping position. nuts of a cher.

recess: LAKSA!! BEST. THING. ABT. WEDNESDAY = LAKSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thursday:
cant really remember much cos i was trying nt to fall asleep then.

friday:
chinese was SO-SO...lao da didnt want to release us from remedial or smth. attitude prob sia Sai Gon.

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eat more pineapple tarts my dear readers.

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maroon 5 is the bombzxz. but pineapple tarts pwn them. nubs.

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im like, still waiting for my dinner. hurry home dad, ur son is bored.

k im bored of blogging.

2009-01-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

too tired this week to post
may post tmr

bye.

sry didnt wear it today, are u angry?

2009-01-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

hey christine. welcome to my blog.
population: 1
me.

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tmr sch start. so sian

and i just realised my firefox's screwed, but i fixed it alr
thanks junjie for trying to help me.
but u failed. haha.

but yea, thanks.

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2009-01-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

yes its the time of the year to receive money in red envelopes
lol twits.

happy new year everybody :)

lol what are u all gonna buy wif your precious ang bao money?
me?

nothing.

well HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAVE A MERRY X"MAS

stuff like that.

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omg twits from ESPN
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2009-01-24T19:24:00.000-08:00

time for music!
k-pop and j-pop is the way to go :D

[HQ] Big Bang - Haru Haru MV

awesomeness. This is the korean song :D

Big Bang -- LIES MV

Big Bang FTW!

Shinhwa - Once In a Lifetime MV

another of my favourate Korean band :D

Se7en (세븐) - LaLaLa [Official MV] HQ

I KNOW U GUYS LOVE K-POP TOO. RIGHT? :D

2009-01-22T06:22:00.000-08:00

argh. horrible day today.
hurt my thumb now it hurts like hell. hurt hurt hurt.

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still havent finish SS and history essays. damn this shit sucks big time

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tmr going to marina barrage. need bring camera and notebook...then need to take down questions and all the other nuts stuff. wat the hell why must be go to such a lame place lah.
marina barrage. it doesnt even sound cool. i bet u $10 that we'll be freaking bored to death. i swear. the school is effing stupid omg.

iim starting to sound like a bim

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so tired and dont feel like doing the hist essay at all...damn lah why must we hand in these kind of homework...what imperial japan stuff

no mood to blog anymore...haix. nite all

2009-01-21T08:02:00.000-08:00

Spontaneous Idealist (SI)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

The Spontaneous Idealist at work

As a Spontaneous Idealist you are one of the extroverted personality types. You enjoy working in a colorfully diverse group of people who interest and inspire you. Working in a “secluded room” is not your thing. Your sense for the motivation of others is almost eerie. You constantly observe that which happens around you and have no problems noticing all sorts of things simultaneously or communicating with several people at the same time.

Your enthusiasm is contagious to others and that is why your colleagues and friends all appreciate you as an important member of your team. Your articulateness and your sensitive ear for nuances in conversations with others obviously play a role. For you, this team-oriented environment is very important because you need to receive positive feedback and recognition like other people need air to breathe. It would be practically impossible for you to contribute everything you need to maintain your high ideals, by yourself.

Variety, challenges and fun are important ingredients of your area of responsibility. You appreciate receiving new stimulation, meeting new people, and continuously collecting unique experiences. However, too much routine, too much detail work and the necessity to stick with one project for a very long time is not your thing. Your strength are creative problem solutions, discovering new ways and opportunities, the conceptualization of new ideas on one hand, but not so much their concrete implementation on the other. Ideally, you have a staff of capable colleagues that takes over your concepts and runs with them.

The Spontaneous Idealist in love

When you are in love, you easily outperform all other personality types in terms of enthusiasm and panache. Then your commitment knows no limits. You go out of your way in your eagerness to express your affection, and in your happiness, you are ready to embrace the entire world. When watching your attempts to flirt, one can’t help but think about a puppy dancing happily around its new playmate. Then for you simply nothing exists but your newfound love. „Hold your horses!“ - “Discretion is the better part of valor!” - “All that glitters is not gold!” - these worldly wisdoms are nothing but a waste of time.

With the entire spontaneity of your personality type, you instinctively immerse yourself in your emotions because you are sure that this time you have found the perfect partner. And you want everything here and now. You can probably go through as many divorces and separations as you want, but you are never going to learn from experience and at the age of 70 - and with shining eyes - you are still ready to walk down the aisle. Your friends may sometimes have a problem watching this, but they can only shake their heads in exasperation, and hope and pray, because in those moments you won’t accept advice from anyone. Then it would be easier to get in the way of a Tsunami.

In a long-term partnership you are a charming, affectionate, and unconventional partner, always good for a surprise, always there if you are needed, always ready for a loving compliment. As generous as you are with your feelings, so do you love to spend money and lavish your partner with gifts - sometimes even causing the very security minded and conservative types in the relationship to get a little weak in the knees. Should they now be happy that you abducted them to a luxury hotel for a romantic weekend, or should they be concerned whether there will be a problem when the next rent payment becomes due? Everyday things only interest you peripherally anyway; sometimes you walk with a downright childish confidence through life believing that the universe, fate or some other supreme powers are going to make sure that at the end everything will work out. So, why worry and save? It is interesting that this sometimes even works!

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lol thats basically who i am, A SPONTANEOUS IDEALIST!

woohoo

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ok nothing to blog about for today. sayonara~

2009-01-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

mmm english oral is tmr. this sucks a lot
and raymond u idiot, say today no CCA. they say can skip 3 times i alr 'skipped' 2 times. all ur fault...

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lol the random girl who added me on MSN has taken my class by storm. most people all had 1 question in mind : why didnt the girl say WTF?! when she saw my picture?

a simple answer is: larry's too suave.
mf shut up i know what u're thinking lol.

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it seem that i've made a habit of writing mushy stuff on my blog, so it'll seem weird if i dont continue.

xoxo

there. i said it.

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now time for peektures that i had taken but too lazy to post!

yes i graduated.

my 'gf'
as u can see. its all serious cool pictures. ENJOY THEM. NOW.

[larry has onlyloaded 5 pictures per post cos he's too lazy to load more. deal with it.]

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The only thing that everyone fear is the unknown, but it is also not knowing that makes it interesting.
- some famous guy.

actually i made up that quote, but it make senses right?

i've a new understanding on love today. it can drain a person out faster than a battery on a PSP or some game console. thats how bad it is. cos the guy will be constantly trying to figure out what the girl is thinking, while the girl is probably minding her busniess. PROBABLY.

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im too lazy to brush my teeth. so im gonna write some more.

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i suddenly have the urge to write a poem, but my brain's blocked so nothing's coming out.

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sheriel lay off the books, they're gonna catch fire soon.

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yes its picture day on my blog today. just feel like posting pics for no reason. mmm

i love my hk shades.

lol love the necklace ger got me. (i mentioned this a few posts ago but kept forgetting to post anything up at all

love the converse i got in aussie! its only $20. el cheapo.

lastly

love you
(mushiness intended)

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in case the person dont know im saying it to her...uhh...too bad i guess >_>

peace out.

2009-01-19T00:44:00.000-08:00

at mf's request, i've decided to put up the astrology stuff for Pisces (a.k.a. the 2 fishes)

Pisces is the twelfth astrological sign in the Zodiac, which originates from the Pisces constellation. In western astrology this sign is no longer aligned with the constellation because of the precession of the equinoxes. Pisces is represented by a pair of fish that are swimming in opposite directions, but remain held together at the mouth by a cord. In astrology, Pisces is considered a water sign, and is one of four mutable signs.^[1] Like the rest of the watery signs, Pisces is considered a "negative", feminine sign, which in Astrology means it is rather introvert. Being the twelfth sign, Pisces is associated with the astrological 12th house.

Pisces has been traditionally ruled by the planet Jupiter, but since its discovery, Neptune has been considered a modern ruler of this sign. Some astrologers mostly use one to the exception of the other, but some consider them to be co-rulers of this sign and essentially use both (see Domicile).

Individuals born when the Sun was in this sign are considered Pisces individuals. Under the tropical zodiac, the Sun is in Pisces roughly from February 19 to March 20,^[2] and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently there roughly from March 15 to April 13.

The following traits are widely associated with Pisces.

malleable / impressionable ^[4]^[5]

gentle ^[4]^[5]

good natured / easygoing ^[4]^[5]

likeable / kind ^[4]^[5]

compassionate / sympathetic ^[4]^[5]^[6]

sensitive ^[4]^[5]

dreamy / impractical ^[4]^[5]

instinctive / intuitive ^[4]^[5]

imaginative / artistically able ^[4]^[5]^[6]

versatile ^[4]^[5]

super hot / steamy / rollerblader ^[4]^[5]

spiritual ^[4]^[5]^[6]

escapist ^[4]^[5]

selfless ^[5]^[6]

woo super hot? LOL
yea u have to see it for urself if it actually fits ur traits :)

gonna nap first. might post again tonite.

Star Signs

2009-01-17T17:50:00.000-08:00

i actually decided to put up a title since this is gonna be a short post.

checked out wikipedia wif russ abt our astrology signs and this is what it had to say abt Libra (my sign lah of cos):

Libra, also known as The Scales of Balance, is the only symbol of the zodiac that is inanimate, i.e. it is not represented by an animal or person.

In mythology Libra is often associated with the Greek Goddess of Justice, Themis,^[5] the Greek mythological figure of Atalanta (meaning balanced), and Astraea (daughter of Themis), who ascended to heaven and became the constellation of Virgo, and carried the scales of justice, the nearby constellation...

Libra is also associated with the Greco-Roman goddess Aphrodite/Venus and sometimes also the goddesses Eris/Discordia,^{[citation needed]} along with Hermione/Concordia, Hera/Juno, Ishtar, Freyja and Frigg, and the Aztec god Xolotl.^{[citation needed]}

The astrological symbol for Libra represents the scales. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped.

Astrologers assign personality traits to the signs. Although astrologers differ in some of their interpretations for the signs, the following traits are more prevalent in association with Libra.

Diplomatic / compromising ^[6] however possibly manipulative ^[7]

Cooperative ^[6]^[7]

Fair / balanced / impartial ^[6]^[7]

Charming ^[6]^[7]^[8]

Sociable and easy-going,^[6]^[7] love having people around them.^[8]

Indecisive / changeable ^[6]^[7]^[8]

Peace loving ^[6]

Elegant / graceful ^[6]^[7]

Refined / artistic / good taste ^[6]^[7]^[8]

Pleasure oriented ^[6]^[7]

Gentle ^[6]

Sensitive to others ^[6]

Analytical,^[6] clear-minded and logical,^[8] however still manages to be gullible and influenceable,^[6]^[8] naive.^[9]

Romantic,^[6] strongly interested in the opposite sex.^[8]

Cheerful ^[6]

Flirty / frivolous ^[6]

i bolded the traits that fits my own characteristics and found that majority of the stuff they said actually appears within myself. wow this thing is gooddddddd.
P.S. no im not flirty, shut up.

Libra is widely thought to be compatible with the same element signs, Aquarius,^[11]^[12] Gemini,^[11]^[12] and Libra itself.

awesome :D im compatible wif another libra.

2009-01-17T10:30:00.000-08:00

yo everyone. im back.
i thought my blogger is screwed since i cant change font and size for some of my posts.
then i realised i've been using "Edit HTML" all along.

damn.

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found this funny video by chance when looking for animal tricks...not for the faint hearted lol
this will answer a lot of questions like whether monkeys wipe their ass after shitting, or if it actually smell like cheese.

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i received a lot of comments from frens (especially sheriel -.-) that i am damn thin. cmon lah im 54 kg im quite heavy ok. 171cm horh dun play play. i realised that the height/weight taking in sch was inaccurate, so i took again and i was 171cm =.=

gonna start GYM-ing tmr...i dunno how long i can last but im gonna like try to build up some 'muscles'...cos i look pathetic right now.

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haha xoxo to someone.
miss u

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im incredibly bored these few days. finished and studied all homework and left with nothing to do. omg lah. i know what u are thinking. HUH LARRY FINISHED HOMEWORK? STOP LYING.
the truth is...i am not lying =.=. but im still quite concern abt this year...seeing so many ppl getting 12-13 i feel that getting 8-10 is gonna be quite a feat. even though some ppl around me keep telling me i can do it, i just find that it is very hard to concentrate on studies and that sometimes i just space out and head onto my bed and fall asleep, waking up only to see that i'vent done anything for the day (like today cos SOMEBODY was messing wif me).

buhhh.

very into UVERworld again...since they released a new single last year. here's a little sample of one of their more successful songs:

浮世crossing

by UVERworld.

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Chinese new year is just around the corner. Everyone ready for the redness of ur Ang Bao?

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Super looking forwards to Valentines day and BREAKOUT. It's so gonna be a blast

xoxo babe.

2009-01-16T22:18:00.000-08:00

damn im really super bored.
what to do?
nothing.

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see lah. problems keep piling up. i blame it on u
lol joking
but seriously. lots of problem and i only have...*counts fingers*...1 brain?
damn i need more harddrive space.
*run to sim lim sq*
*comes back wif 1tb hd*
*slot it in*

[We're sorry but the USB cable u inserted has no data, please try again later]

$%^&*(*&^%$#()(&!@#$^&

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lame lapse

these few days no mood to do anything, so rot at home.
lol wee rotting's so fun
i can smell myself decomposing

2009-01-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

whoa today so fun lah
ok lah it wasnt THAT fun but it was fun all the same
fun.
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school was OK as usual, just that i kept yawning and stuff. slept at 12 yesterday but nooooo my stupid brain still cannot wake up. bloody hell.
had english today, mdm wan is super pissed with our class for not finishing our work, she v poor thing but what to do? this is 4/4. lol

maths was hell, mrs lim is like another mr yong, talk so damn loud...

physics was OK except that i suck at phy pract. im so GG...

need to study! but cant find the energy....

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went over to sheriel's house and waited for russell to come so tt can start on the lesson.

he came like 6.10, tsk.

i must say his basics are there, just that fingers a bit stiff.

jiayou, u can do it. ^^ as in seriously can do it

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tuition was awesome. we all had wine and geraldine looked drunk lah omg. her cheeks and ears were pinkish and she look like she'll fall asleep at any time. haha so cute

damn nv take pics.

and deborah was super slow at anything that we said, so me and ger decided to not laugh and just look at deborah, but apparently ger was too drunk to keep a straight face and end up they all 2 laughing. tsk

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im gonna sleep soon. its alr quite late tmr got chinese (shit) and history (double shit). sian i dun like fridays anymore. so sucky.

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yawn.

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you know u want to tag me.

im basically copying it off ger's blog...her 'slogan'
lol.
ok im off.
bye.

2009-01-14T07:55:00.000-08:00

i've decided to stop putting titles for my posts. its like very meaningless to put titles and then it drifts off in random directions that it doesnt even fit the original title anymore.

im continuing my old habit of downloading anime songs (mostly bleach and naruto shippuuden) off the net, and i must say, japanese music has this unique charm that makes ppl...listen to it again and again

sarah just logged out (msn) on me. how could u, sarah. how could u < /33
i know u are counting.

going to sheriel's house to teach russ piano tmr. around, 5? mmm then going to tuition next door (its super convenient for u lah sheriel, except if u dun want to pay the fees then she can just come next door...which sucks)

for some reason which i dont know i start typing in this small little paragraph that seem annoying to some readers (im just making it up, no 1 complained to me yet).

oh sarah logged in. mmm.

someone's gonna be jealous since im mentioning sarah so much in my blog. so im gonna say her name in my heart. yes <33

lol. im hopeless.

im gonna say something random like. uhh...places i want to visit before i die

Top Places to go, 1 to 10. 1 being want to go like siao

1. Japan (Osaka or Tokyo or any other place that sounds japanese)
2. USA (Washington DC especially! in April!)

you realise that those are places with cherry blossoms. love cherry blossoms. its like XOXO cherry blossoms.

3. Korea (i never get enuff of that place. its the awesomeness)
4. England (i wanna visit those 'haunted' castles. my sis said its like. scary.)
5. Germany (awesome place, tho i dun speak a single shit of German)
6. Hong Kong (home sweet home~ havent been back for 2-3 years. :( )

yea so far i can only think of 6.

You ppl shld stop reading my blog. it causes myopia cos such small and idiotic fonts will cause you to squeent your eyes to just see what i am writing. it doesnt apply to me since i have 100 degrees for 5 years even though i squeent everyday at the computer screen. by reading this whole crap that i wrote, u have increased the chances of increasing your degrees by 10%. awesome isnt it? you should continue reading! :)

today was crappy.
renhao blew up my basketball.
lol.
its ok renhao. im serious haha.

i probably shldnt get hooked on computer games since its my O's year. but....i want to play games so much :D

which is the exact reason i play basketball, to get myself tired so that i wont play games.
which renhao blew up.
now i have to resort to games dammit

ok i was joking haha.
but seriously it blew up

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i love dogs.

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the para above was damn random. so is this para

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im just wasting space to make this post bigger and longer

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awesomeness.
im ending my post here. xoxo [you dont see this everyday, a guy saying xoxo]

Temasek Junior College.

2009-01-13T07:06:00.000-08:00

mmm went to TJ open house today.
its so-so in my opinion, not gonna make a decision since i havent been to other school's open house.

had a brief walk through of the school compound

will blog tmr, my sis is bugging me for the comp. mmm